Nobody likes Fred Garagan. He's way overweight
with a large head and sagging pendulous jowls and a hangdog
look that belies just how cruel he can be. Rosie hates him.
My dad didn't much like him either but
there are times, times when you really need to know things,
when you gotta use someone like Fred. I met him in the middle
of my office, frankly not wanting him to sit in one of the chairs.
It's like he leaves some weird sort of residue, a lingering
sense of him.
He didn't try to shake hands; he seems
to know that no one will want to touch him.
"You heard about the accident my boyfriend
was involved in?" He didn't actually smirk, not at least that
you could see, it was more something that I could feel.
"I heard."
"James Parthing...........here's his name,
address, etcetera. I want everything but Fred............hurt
no one!" He seemed disappointed.
He shifted his bulk from one leg to the
other. "How deep you want me to go?"
"Birth!"
Fred grinned. Not a pretty sight. "Can
I ask why you think that he might have done something"
I decided to lie rather than explain.
"No, there's nothing to tell, at least as far as I know but
if I'm missing something I want you to find it."
"And if I find something?" A sickening
grin.
"If you find something bring it to me.
Again...............hurt no one!" Strangely enough Fred is obedient.
I've never known him to go against my dad's wishes or mine.
Fred waddled out of my office and Rosie
edged in as soon as the elevator door closed on Fred. "Boss,
you makin a mistake usin that man. He's some kind of a piece
of work. Why you use him? I coulda gotten you all the info you
need on the guy that hit Michael."
"I know, Rosie, I know that you can."
But, of course, she couldn't, not all the info. I walk over
to her and wrapped my arms around her and laid my head on her
shoulder. "I heard something at the police station, something
that was out of place. When I was talking to the Chief there
was something that I heard in the background, something that
one of the cops said and for the life of me I can't remember
it. All that I could think of was getting back to Michael and
now it's gone. But it was something about James Parthing something
that didn't sound right, that was out of place."
I let go of Rosie and start cramming papers
into a briefcase. "I'm going to the hospital, I'll take the
limo." I was so tired, tired on to death, the thought of any
kind of physical exertion seemed odious. As I was walking out
of the office I turned to Rosie and lifted my hand to my forehead.
"Rosie, maybe we better............."
She beat me to it. "I already done it
boss! Security at the hospital and the house."
I stare at her. "Am I being nuts, is this
too much?"
"The thing is, Boss..............we don't
know, let's hope so." She walked over and touched my arm. "You
need to spend some time with Michael. He shouldn't be alone
now."
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We almost never need security. Well, maybe
like once a year or so some nutjob will call us with a threat
and fortunately we have a really good little security company
in our area, mostly a bunch of retired cops and FBI guys. Since
they're the only high-end security company in the area everyone
who needs security uses them. They own their market.
There was one guy in the lobby watching
people and another standing next to the door to Michael's room.
The guy in front of the room was wearing a stethoscope around
his neck but I recognized him from a job he did for us the year
before.
I walked up to him. "Hi Tommy. You look
like a doc."
"Oh hi, Mr. Palmer. That's the general
idea, blend in." He didn't really blend in but then how could
he, he looked like a retire cop. He would have blended in at
a retired cop convention.
"Tommy, everything that we know about
this says that it was an accident and that Michael is in no
danger whatever." I stared into his gray eyes for a moment.
"But something is nagging at me, my instincts tell me that there's
more goin on here, that there's something we don't know." His
stocky body shifted. "This takes priority over everything, Tommy.
If you need more men call em in. I don't care if it takes a
fucking army but I want Michael protected." I didn't tell him
about what I couldn't remember hearing at the police station.
Tommy shoved his hands in his pockets.
"You think somebody's after him, that they'd try to get him
here?"
I stared at the floor for a moment and
then looked up at him. "Yeah. I'm not sure..................they
may be trying to get at me through him..............or who the
fuck knows. I just want coverage."
"Well," Tommy said, "if you really want
coverage we should have a guy outside and a guy near the main
nurses station on this floor."
"Do it." I turned towards the door to
Michael's room and then turned back to Tommy. "How is he?"
Tommy smiled. "Mad.............mad that
it happened, mad that he feels like shit, mad that they won't
let him work...............just fucking mad."
I grinned at him. "He pissed at me?"
"He's been wondering where you were at."
That could mean anything.
How could I explain that I was afraid,
not afraid for my safety or anything like that but afraid that
I might lose him? That he might die and I wouldn't be able to
stop it.
I grunted and pushed open the door to
Michael's room.
Michael was sitting up in bed and turned
his head towards me as I opened the door.
"Where the fuck have you been?" His left
arm had a cast on it and there were some bandages on his neck.
Nobody had bothered to comb his hair.
He looked so battered. I walked slowly
over to the side of his bed. I reached out and touched his face
with the back of my knuckles. "There was stuff, stuff about
the accident that had to be taken care of." His look softened.
"I shoulda called you but it's not like you were, well...............alert."
I bent down and slowly pressed my mouth to his. After a moment
I could feel something inside of him give way and he parted
his lips and let my tongue inside. He made a little sound at
that back of his throat.
I pulled away and looked into his eyes.
"Don't fucking cry! If you start I'll start and I might not
fucking stop."
Michael lay back in bed, blinked and smiled
up at me. "Nice to know that that sensitive exterior is backed
up by a sloppy soft interior." He was holding my hand.
I held his hand but had to look away for
a moment. "Oh fuck! You scared me so fucking bad."
"I didn't mean to, Jeff."
"No...........I know." I lifted up the
covers and then slowly lifted the side of his gown and looked
at his body. "Jesus!" I know, it was a gasp but I couldn't help
it, he was one big dark ugly bruise.
Michael grabbed the edge my jacket with
his broken arm and tugged at it until I sat on the bed. His
voice was soft. "It's not as bad as it looks, Jeff." I wanted
to wrap him up in my arms and just hold him but he was so battered
that I was afraid to touch him.
"Oh no..............I'm sure you're feeling
just great!" I put the heels of my hands to my eyes and rubbed
them and then turned back to Michael.
"This guy that hit you...............you
think that he meant to?"
"Jeff, why the hell would anyone want
to smash their car into me.............or into anything?"
"No...............I don't suppose anyone
would."
"Besides, Jeff, it really was the fault
of the guy in front of me, he's the one that stopped short."
There was a quiet knocking on the door
and I walked over and pulled the door open.
"Ralph! What are you doing here?"
"Mr. Palmer, Rosie thought that you and
Mr. Worthington might enjoy having dinner together this evening
and I'm certain that the food in the hospital can't be all that
good."
He was walking slowly into the room carrying a large picnic
basket. I wondered that they would let him in with food but
then Ralph was a man of immense dignity and would only get stopped
by the bravest nurse or doctor.
"Ralph how'd you get in with the food?"
He laughed quietly. "Sir, you always have
to remember to factor in Rosie. Most institutions have found
that it's much easier just to say yes to her." He walked over
to the side of Michael's bed.
Looking down at Michael he said. "Sir,
I hope that you like roast duck." There were tears forming in
the corners of Michael's eyes.
Ralph reached out slowly and touched his
arm. "Now, Sir, don't you worry about anything. You need to
save your strength for getting well and you're gonna have a
lotta folks helping you."
Dinner started with a pecan and Rocquefort
salad and was followed by crispy roast duck with sweet potato's
that had been mashed and mixed with caramelized onions and bacon.
For something green there was also steamed and sauteed haricots
verts.
Ralph said. "This, of course, should have
a wine with it but I thought that I might be pushing my luck."
Michael looked at Ralph with tears still
in his eyes and his mouth full. "It's wonderful, Ralph. This
is the best meal I've ever eaten." He was pathetic, eating with
one hand and constantly wincing.
I heard Rosie when she was probably still
fifty feet away. All that I heard was, "You ain't telling me
what I can do. Don't you EVEN try to go there!"
She banged through the door and made straight
for Michael. "My Lord! They makin you try and eat with your
one good arm?" She shot me a dirty look.
It took her less than a minute to get
things organized to her liking and Michael was really eating
without having to lift anything. Rosie never stopped talking.
"You scared the crap outta him you know.
Not that he don't deserve it. Probably takes you for granted.
Don't have to tell me, I know the name of that tune. He'd have
me working twenty-four hours a day I givem the chance. Not that
he don't have his good side cause he does, though sometimes
yall gotta strain to see it. Anyway, he was plenty worried...........plenty."
Michael was chewing, swallowing and looking
up at Rosie. Once she got her rhythm going he couldn't have
talked if he had to.
I walked over and stood next to her. "Rosie,
I was thinking.................."
"I already took care of it, Boss. When
yall are done eating they gonna move you to a private suite
upstairs. You'll be able to stay too. I already had fresh clothes
put up there for you."
"What about going.........................................?"
"Tomorrow, as long as he keeps getting
better. I already arranged for nurses to come to the house.
But you can't be fussin with him too much tonight cause they
wantin him all rested before they gonna let em go."
I smiled at Michael and winked. "Hear
that, no fussin! You know how you get."
Then it dawned on me what Michael had
said earlier.