Love is Where You Find It 2
The ringing doorbell had finally stopped and they had gone
away. The phone rang a few more times but then it stopped too.
I stayed in the bathtub sipping my beer and periodically adding
more hot water by turning the knob with my foot.
How did I feel about this? I didn’t really know. I was
gay and I did like sex and both David and Matt were attractive
and not just good looking but sexually attractive. The truth
though was that they scared the crap outta me. First of all
while I had had gay sex before, it wasn’t like I had
had a lot of it. I was only twenty-one and they were, well,
probably twenty-five or six, maybe even older. And then there
was just the physical size of them; when you’re five
foot six guys who are six feet and over with well developed
bodies can seem pretty big. If they decided that they wanted
to do something to me there was almost no way that I could
stop them. And what the hell did they want to do? Neither one
of them looked like they liked to bottom, not that you can
tell by looking at someone but they were both pretty aggressive
When I did finally get out of the bath tub I slipped on a
pair of gym shorts and a tee shirt and laid down on the sofa
and started to read but soon the sun steaming in and the weight
of the book just seemed overwhelming and I dozed off.
When I finally woke up it felt like something had died in
my mouth and I rolled off of the sofa and went into the bathroom
and brushed my teeth. The little digital clock hanging on the
bathroom wall said five o’clock. I had slept away the
Then I heard it, a quiet knocking on the back door of the
apartment. It was so quiet that it never even occurred to me
that it might be Matt and David. They were anything but quiet
but when I walked to the door it actually was them but a very
different them. More than anything else they reminded me of
two little boys who had been thoroughly scrubbed and dressed
in their Sunday best for goin to church. I don’t really
remember but I must have frozen in the middle of the kitchen
on my way to the door.
David bent his arm at the elbow and gave me a little wave. “Tyler,” he
almost whispered, “could we come in?” He glanced
quickly at Matt who immediately started nodding yes. “We
promise not to fight, honest. We just wanna talk. Okay?”
Matt laid the tips of his fingers lightly on the screen door
and said. “Honest Tyler, we promise.” They were
both wearing pale tan Docker’s with Matt wearing a light
purple Polo shirt and David a light green. For a moment the
only thought that seemed to be drifting through my head other
than slight panic was that they worked together, color wise.
I laid my hand lightly on the door handle and said. “Please,
no fighting!” They both nodded vigorously.
I stood aside as they sidled into the kitchen. God, they were
big. “I can’t stand it when you fight! Can you
understand that it scares me?”
Matt looked stricken. “Scares you? We’ve been
“Tyler,” David said, “we never meant to
do that. We never figured…………….well,
I guess we got used to it…………but we
never, ever, wanted you to be scared.”
“We think we………………..well……we
want to take you to dinner……….tonight. We’d
never let anything hurt ya Tyler.” Matt said
“Or anybody.” David said.
“So will ya have dinner with us? We won’t do anything,
not anything that you don’t want.” Matt smiled
broadly. He was one of those rare people who never lied and
usually said exactly what was on his mind. “But we hope
that you’ll like us.”
They were so engaging and they’d never tried to deceive
me and were pretty up front about what they wanted. I pointed
at the kitchen table. “You’ll stay right here while
“Absolutely!” David said and they both sat down
at the same time.
While I was changing my clothes I couldn’t get the smell
of them out of my head. They both smelled so masculine. I don’t
think that either one of them had aftershave on or cologne
and they were certainly clean but there was this faint but
potent male odor. Maybe it was just in my mind or some normal
combination of slight perspiration and the fabric of their
clothing but whatever it was it was causing my cock to puff
When I walked back into the kitchen they were still at the
table. David was absentmindedly playing with Matt’s fingers
but he pulled his hand back when I came into the room. “I
guess I’m ready.” I smiled, because I knew that
I wasn’t and that I probably couldn’t be, not for
Matt jumped up. “Damn you look good Tyler!”
“Matt!” David said. “Don’t be so goddamn
“David, why don’t you just……..” Matt
stopped himself and looked at me with puppy dog eyes. “Sorry
about that Tyler. I gotta stop letting him get to me.” David
just sat there and rolled his eyes. “It’s just
that you do look fucking fantastic.”
David got up slowly and walked over to me and put his hands
on my shoulders. His hands felt hot as he gently kneaded the
muscles of my upper arms. He looked into my eyes and smiled
and then slowly said. “Well, dick wad is right, you do
look fucking fantastic.” He bent his head quickly and
kissed me lightly on the side of my neck.
Matt came over to us. “Well if you get to kiss him I
get to kiss him.”
“Matt, he’s not a fucking dog! Tyler can decide
for himself if he wants to be kissed.”
I quickly kissed Matt on the cheek. “Okay, okay, no
fighting. Let’s go to dinner. Where are we headed, what
kinda food?” Like I had to ask.
“Steak!” David was grinning. “There’s
a great new place just a few miles from here where the damn
steak is like a whole side of beef.” I silently wondered
if these guys had ever even seen a vegetable other than a french
They both ordered two beers to start. I asked the waitress
if I could get a glass of wine and she said. “Red or
white hun?” They probably had thirty different kinds
of beer but I pictured two metal barrels in the back room,
one labeled red and the other white.
We were in a semi-circular booth with me in the middle and
needless to say I felt hemmed in but still………I
was beginning to trust them. The more that I thought about
them, I was coming to the conclusion that they both had some
good qualities, other than the obvious ones. Matt was totally
straight forward and David, while a touch smoother, was a very
gentle guy. Neither one of them seemed to have any meanness
in them and despite the occasional flair up of bickering it
was clear that they were really committed to each other.
If you’ve ever been in the position of watching a tornado
headed straight for you, you might have some idea of how, in
the back of my head, I was feeling. You know that it’s
coming and you know that when it finally gets to you it’s
gonna be something that your not gonna be able to control at
all. Either one of these guys was more than I ever figured
that I’d be dealin with and somehow I just couldn’t
even get my mind around the idea of both of them. And yet,
somewhere in my mind, I wanted this soooo bad and not just
the sex part. It was like Matt and David together made like
this one perfect guy and they were trying so hard to please
me, one on either side and for once I wasn’t thinking
about what a fuck up I was and how much of a disappointment
to my dad or any shit like that and all because they wanted
me. All through dinner, all the while that I was trying to
keep them from chewing on the table legs and keep the conversation
on some civilized level, all that while there was this little
me, inside my head, that would run out every few seconds and
scream, “Fuck me!”
I don’t think that I’ve ever seen people eat that
much meat. I mean if everybody ate like that there wouldn’t
be a mammal left on the planet.
We walked out of the restaurant into the Texas twilight, the
sun was turning quickly into an orange and gold memory while
the hills moved from blue to purple. The heat of the day was
dissipating and a breeze was coming up as we walked to the
car. David reached over with his right hand and took my left
and then moments later Matt did the same thing on the other
When we reached the car Matt lightly wrapped his arms around
me from behind and nuzzled the side of my neck while David
carefully took my face in his hands and kissed me. When he
pulled back he said. “Come home with us Tyler……….we
really need you.”
All that I could think of for a moment was that if Matt moves
his hands up and touches my nipples I’m gonna shoot in
my pants and cause I’m wearing boxers it’s gonna
run down my fucking leg.
When David slowly pulled his lips off of mine I felt like
I should follow them, that this kiss outta be lasting at least
a few seconds more and then Matt’s mouth on my neck finally
registered in my brain and the testosterone in my body was
ignited like a pile of gasoline soaked rags and I felt like
I surely must be lighting up the parking lot. And there was
that little voice again but louder this time, “Fuck me!!!”
When we walked into the boys apartment I could smell the flowers.
There was a bouquet on the cocktail table and a small purple
flowered hyacinth plant on the kitchen table and the place
I walked over and touched the flowers. “You did this
David placed a large hand on the back of my neck and pulled
me gently to him. “We know shit all about flowers, Ty…………..but……….we
wanted you to know that we were tryin.”
I let David pull me in to his chest. “I know you are.” I
mumbled into his shirt. He felt so warm.
Matt appeared on my right and I lifted my head and kissed
him. “I know you are.” I said to him too.
Matt lightly held my face as he darted his tongue into my
mouth and I could feel David pulling my shirt out of my pants.
Then David’s face was pressed to mine and he was whispering
in my ear. “You sure Ty, you sure this is what you want?”
“Huh? Yeah David,” I kissed him again, “this
is what I want.” His blue eyes flashed and he moved in
to kiss me again.
Matt was loosening my belt and then he lifted my shirt off
over my head. I felt naked for a second and then Matt was holding
me to his warm bare chest and I felt covered. Out of the corner
of my eye I could see David stripping off his shirt and then
his pants. Matt was kissing me and running his hands from my
shoulders to my ass, the hard cock still in his pants pressing
against my abdomen.
It’s not that I never had sex with a guy before, I did,
maybe not often but I did. Nothing prepared me for this though.
These guys were the real thing, totally male guys, who had
the need, the desire and the size to get anything they wanted.
The atmosphere in the room or maybe just in my mind had changed
and become sexually charged to the point were I wouldn’t
have been surprised to see lightening bolts crackling across
David walked over to us naked, his huge erect cock standing
up in front of his body, his balls swinging gently back and
forth. He took me by the hand and pulled me gently from Matt’s
David put his hand lightly on the back of my neck and then
glancing from me to Matt said. “Whatdya say we take this
to the bed?” Then looking me directly in the eye. “You
call the shots Ty, nothing happens that you don’t want.” Then
glancing at Matt he said. “Right Matt?”
Matt ran his hand up from my butt to my shoulder. “That’s
right Ty,” he grinned quickly at David, “dumbo
and I may get a little rough with each other but not with you
Ty, not ever with you.” He kissed my shoulder as David
pulled me slowly to his king size bed.
David climbed backwards onto the bed his huge cock bobbing
up and down as he moved and the muscles in his legs and thighs
flexing as he knee walked backwards. He pulled me forward to
him and then we both tumbled sideways onto the bed his hands
holding the side of my face as he kissed me and his right leg
covering my left, holding me in place.
I could feel the bed move and then Matt was lying next to
me and turning my head away from David so that we could kiss.
I reached down and wrapped my hand around his cock. It was
and inch or two shorter than David’s but was so unbelievably
hard I didn’t see how it could be pried down to perpendicular.
Matt pulled away from the kiss and smiled a crooked smile
at me. “You taste good Ty.”
This was so much more than I was used to or for that matter
had ever dreamed of; Matt’s shoulders were very muscular
with smooth tan skin glistening with a light sheen of sweat.
David was just as muscular as Matt but taller and a bit heavier.
David was lying with his head propped up on his left hand
and rubbing my chest and stomach with his right while Matt
was kissing me. He had a slight smile on his face as he watched
Matt and then reached up and pulled Matt’s head to him
and they kissed deeply.
As they broke the kiss Matt ran his hand slowly down my chest
and stomach and wrapped it around my cock. He looked down at
my face and parted his lips but nothing came out. Then he released
my cock and ran his fingers down and lightly over my asshole.
A sound came out of the back of my throat and my hips tilted
Matt looked at me for a second and then looked to David and
said in a whisper. “Oh, oh damn!
David rolled even more over me wrapping my head in his arms
and putting his mouth next to my ear he whispered in a husky
voice. “That feel good baby? You like the feelin of Matt’s
fingers on your asshole? See how hard his dick is, I swear
that boy can shoot all the way across the room.”
By now the little man in my head was practically standing
on my forehead screaming, “Fuck Me, Fuck Me, Fuck Meeeeeeee!!!”
David’s tongue was lapping slowly at my ear and I said. “Oh,
oh yeah, his fingers feel good.” I could feel Matt lifting
my legs up and pushing my knees back towards my chest. “Oh
god,” I said, “oh fuck, what’s he gonna do?” I
raised my head and looked into Matt’s flashing blue eyes
just before he lowered his head and began to lick my asshole.
Until now the extent of my sexual experience consisted of
getting a blowjob at the rest area out on the interstate. Almost
nobody had ever kissed me except for a married guy whose name
was Bill. I had sex with him about four times and I used to
fantasize that he would leave his wife and then he and I would
get an apartment together. It was stupid I know but it was
all that I had and now every nerve ending in my body was on
fire and my mind was flooded with feelings of oneness with
these two men.
The feeling of Matt rimming me was indescribable, the pleasure,
the exposure, the vulnerability, were overwhelming. I kept
trying to lift my head to watch but David held it down while
he kissed me and I moaned into his mouth. When David broke
the kiss for a moment I asked him in a whisper. “Is he
gonna fuck me?”
David cupped my face with his right hand and gently rubbed
my forehead with his thumb. “He wants to fuck ya. But
it’s up to you baby. Want him to fuck ya?” Matt
was still rimming me with enthusiasm.
“Yeah,” I whispered, “I really do but I’m
afraid it’ll hurt.”
David kissed the side of my head. “We won’t let
nothing hurt ya babe. You want him to stop you just tell me
and he’ll stop.”
Matt lowered my butt until it was resting on his upper thighs
and then he reached over and grabbed a bottle of lube and poured
some on his fingers.
Matt said. “You’re gonna feel a little pressure
Ty but it shouldn’t be bad……..if it gets
bad lemme know.” He flashed me a brilliantly white smile
and then got a kinda loopy look on his face. He was circling
around my asshole with his finger tip, getting closer and closer
to the center and then finally coaxing the muscle to part in
the gentlest possible way. I could feel that some small part
of his finger was in my butt, I looked up at David with my
mouth open. He bent his head down and kissed me.
He whispered to me. “Matt’s fucking dick gets
any harder and it’s gonna shatter.” I lifted my
head as best I could and looked for Matt’s dick. It was
plastered flat against his stomach and reached almost to his
navel. Almost without thinking I reached down with my right
hand and wrapped it around David’s cock, which was rock
hard also and felt like it was the size of a telephone pole.
He breathed the word, “Oh,” into my ear as he thrust
gently into my fist.
Matt was now moving his finger in and out of my asshole with
ease. He look up at me and then tapped his finger against my
prostate. I moaned and he grinned.
“I’m not hurtin ya am I Ty?
“No, it feels good. That was my prostate?”
“Yep. I’m gonna try two fingers now, Ty, so just
hang in there.”
I looked up at David. “Can I have your dick? Man I just
gotta suck it.” He smiled and then pulled his knees up
and swung his right leg over my head so that his cock was lying
across my face.
My god David was hung! For a while I just breathed in the
scent of his cock, it’s mixture of soap and maleness
and pure testosterone. I gently cupped his balls in my hands,
they were huge, heavy and very warm. I could feel something
inside of me changing, something in my head that had always
held me back, told me not to do too much, that too much pleasure
was bad. Now all that I wanted was cock. I lifted my head up
and pulled David’s cock down and crammed as much of it
as I could into my mouth and he immediately started slowly
thrusting, forcing more and more of his cock into my mouth.
Mean while, Matt had gotten two fingers moving easily in and
out of my ass and was trying to add a third. It hurt like hell
but somehow I knew that the pain would stop and I wanted this
so bad that I started pushing back against his hand.
Matt said. “Babe, I think you’re ready and man
am I ready for you.” He pulled his fingers out of my
ass and started smearing more lube on it.
Above me I could feel David turn and say, “Condom!” and
Matt answered, “Yeah, yeah, I know, I know.” Then
Matt was lowering my legs and allowing my own falling weight
to impale myself on his cock. After the first few inches I
had to stop for a moment but then it was okay and I signaled
Matt by pushing back against him and he slowly shoved the rest
of his cock into my ass. I couldn’t believe the hardness
of Matt’s dick, it was like it wasn’t even flesh
it was so hard and he just let soak inside of me for a few
minutes and then began the very slightest thrusting motion.
I couldn’t believe that I had taken it all. One minute
I was a virgin and the next Matt’s cock was all the way
up my ass and it felt so huge, almost impossibly big but there
it was rhythmically pulsing in time with his heart beat. I
wanted cock, in my mouth, in my ass, however, whereever I could
get it. As David slowly fucked my mouth my own saliva having
coated his cock mixed with his precum and drained back into
my mouth and I couldn’t get enough of it. Then David
dragged his dick out of my mouth and slid forward and lowered
his balls into it and they were even more intense, more male,
more David. And all the while Matt was beginning to increase
his speed and before long he was fucking me in long steady
strokes and I wanted his cock just as much as I wanted David’s
and I knew that after tonight I would never be the same, that
never again would I be able to do without a cock in some part
of me for any length of time.
Matt was slamming into me, and a half a second later his balls
would hit my ass and all the while he was make an “unnng,
unnng, unnng,” sound.
I pulled David’s balls out of my mouth and pulled his
head down toward me. He had to swing off of me to get his face
down to mine. I whispered to him. “I want your dick too
David. I want you to fuck me too. Okay……when Matt
David cradled my head in his arms while Matt continued to
plow into me. “You sure babe? You sure you’re gonna
be able to handle both of us?”
“I need to David. I need to……………and
want to, to have you both fuck me. I can take it.”
Matt’s fucking was becoming more intense and somehow
through his hands on my legs and through the electricity passing
between us I knew that he was getting close to cumming. My
ass didn’t hurt anymore, if anything it was almost numb
from the pounding Matt was giving it and my prostate felt like
it was the center of the world.
I looked up into David’s eyes. “Oh god, David!
I feel so…………….oh god!
Then Matt suddenly stopped fucking and slowly pulled his cock
out of my pulsing ass. He pulled my right leg over and pushed
me over onto my side and leaned down close to my face.
“Ty, get on your hands and knees, okay?” Then
to David. “Babe, I wanna watch you fuck Ty.” He
bent down and kissed David. “I wanna see you guys making
After Matt had taken his dick out of me he had casually replaced
it with two of the fingers of his right hand and all the while
that I was turning over and getting on my hands and knees those
fingers stayed in my ass. It wasn’t until David had gotten
up and gotten around behind me that Matt removed his fingers
and then he peeled the condom off of his cock and while holding
my chin gently with his right hand slowly fed me his cock with
I could hear David tearing open the condom wrapping and then
rolling it down on his cock and then it was at my asshole.
He put two fingers in and then leaned down over my back and
“You ready babe?”
I nodded with Matt’s cock in my mouth and made a “ummhumm” sound.
David squeezed my shoulders and then massaged them for a moment. “Attaboy!
Remember if you want me to stop or if I’m hurtin you
just tell me.
Then leaving his right hand on my shoulder he guided his cock
into my ass with his left. My asshole had had somewhat of a
chance to return to normal between the time that Matt had taken
his cock out and David started to put his in but fortunately
not all the way or I would never have been able to handle his
Oh, how that cock felt! How it felt when David’s cock
was halfway in and he leaned down over my back and kissed the
back of my neck while Matt was slowly fucking my mouth. I reached
back underneath myself and felt David’s cock continuing
to move into me. I felt so huge! I could feel my asshole and
how much it was stretched but it didn’t somehow feel
like it even belonged to me, like it couldn’t possibly
Then he began to fuck and his big balls started to slowly
slap against my hand. My body seemed to be arranging itself
of its own accord so that David’s big cock was making
constant contact with my already battered prostate gland. I
wanted, on the one hand, to bury my face in my hands and scream
from the pain, the pleasure and the possession, and on the
other hand to slam my ass back against that invading cock,
to force it even farther into me. I wanted Matt to cum in my
mouth to flood me with semen, to wipe up the excess with his
finger and feed it to me.
Oddly, I had never even thought about my own orgasm until
David reached underneath me and wrapping his hand around my
cock began to slowly jerk me off. Now all at the same time
David’s cock was stretching and pounding my asshole while
his left hand was jerking me off and then with each thrust
of his cock my face was pushed harder against Matt’s
Then suddenly Matt pulled his cock out of my mouth and he
laid down and then slid underneath me and took my cock away
from David and started sucking on it and at the same time I
resumed sucking on his. And all the while David continued his
pounding of my ass and in fact it seemed that he was speeding
David was beginning to make an “angg, angg, angg” sound
and Matt was sucking on my cock like he was trying to suck
my nuts out through it. I was in another world, my body was
beginning to feel wobbly and almost liquid, my asshole and
the whole inside of me felt warm and open.
Both Matt and David were moving faster now and I knew that
I couldn’t hold out much longer. I was on the verge of
loosing control and just totally giving in to the sensations
when David said. “Man, I’m cumming! Holy fuck I’m
gonna cum!” At the same time he reached forward and took
a firm grip on my shoulders and really began to slam into me
while Matt reached up and was trying to pull my hips down so
that my dick would be forced even further into his mouth.
Then the first shot outta Matt’s cock hit the back of
my mouth. It felt like a fucking fire-hose and was followed
up by four more shots. I just kept swallowing and then I felt
Matt reach back and start lightly tugging on my nuts and in
seconds I was shooting in his mouth each shot seemingly tied
to David’s thrusts into me.
It took several minutes for every one to settle down and then
David very slowly pulled his cock outta my ass. I could feel
my ass and wondered if it would ever return to normal.
David swung his legs outta bed and strode naked to the washroom
where he dampened a towel and brought it back to the bed and
wiped all of the cum and lube off of me. Matt was spooning
me from behind, releasing only those parts of me that he had
to for David’s cleaning and then pulling me back against
him again. When David finished cleaning me he reached over
me and wiped Matt’s face and then bent down and kissed
While he was kneeling on the bed doing that I reached out
and gently cupped his huge balls that were swinging gently
between his legs.
David looked down at me. “You can’t be ready to
I smiled up at him. “No, I think it’ll be a while.”
He laughed and touched the side of my face. “You got
bedroom eyes you know.”
Matt pulled me a little tighter against him and said. “David,
will ya get your fucking ass into bed? Come on, we’re
David balled up the towel and tossed it back into the bathroom
and then slid down nest to me. He slid his right arm around
my shoulders and pulled my head down to his chest. Matt was
still behind me his now soft cock pressed into the crack of
my ass and his right leg between mine.
David whispered sleepily to me. “You do have the sexiest
fucking eyes,” he laughed quietly and brought his hand
up and rested it on the back of my head, “and the hottest
The first time that I woke up the clock said four ten. David
had turned and was lying on his right side facing me and Matt
had his left arm under my neck and his right over my chest
and was hanging onto me for dear life.
The second time I woke up I was alone and the room was bright
with sunlight and I could hear Matt and David in the bathroom.
The Matt came out of the bathroom and jumped on the bed. He
was dressed in full uniform but scrambled over to me and shoved
both arms under me and kissed me hard on the mouth his tongue
pushing past my lips in search of mine.
“We gotta go to the base.” He brushed my hair
back and kissed me again. “You were fucking wonderful
last night! You sure your okay?”
“Yeah I’m good, well at least I think I am. My
butt feels a little warm.” David was on the bed now and
knee walking over to us. He was kneeling next to Matt and had
one arm around Matt’s back as he bent to kiss me.
“Morning. We gotta work.” He pulled out his wallet
and took out a card and laid it on the nightstand. “This
is my ATM card and this is the pin. If you go to the store
today would ya pick up some food? Oh and some beer.” He
stopped for a moment and a thought seemed to occur to him. “You
are commin back tonight aren’t ya? I mean we didn’t
freak ya out or anything, did we?”
My ass felt like and eighteen-wheeler had been driven through
it but just looking up at their faces and feeling their warm
breath on my face was giving me a hardon. I reached up and
pulled both of their faces to mine. “Yeah, I’ll
be here. Corona okay?”