Protecting David 2
“You feeling okay babe?” I took the plastic bag
full of David’s personal stuff from him with one hand
and pulled him to me for a hug with the other hand. I was trying
to be very gentle because his incision wasn’t totally
healed and I was going to be treating him with kid gloves until
“Yeah Mark, I’m good.” Then he smiled up
at me and touched his forehead to my chest and said. “God
you smell good.”
“Unnh uh.” I put my hand on the back of his neck. “No
sex stuff for you buddy, not until you’re healed. The
most exciting thing we’re gonna be doing for the next
week is holding hands. Okay and maybe kissing.” I was
rubbing the back of his neck and he kind of rolled his head
back against my hand.
“I know,” he whined, “you just feel so fucking
good is all.” Then more seriously. “But I know
hun I won’t do anything stupid, the doctor told me all
the crap that can happen. I’ll be good. Let’s just
get the fuck out of this hospital.” Then touching his
forehead to my chest again. “If you’re good I’ll
show you my scar.” He smiled up at me and those million
watt green eyes flashed with humor. God could I love this man
After the nurse wheeled David to the main entrance in a wheelchair
we walked out into a beautiful late June day. David was as
a happy as a puppy being out of the hospital but he was walking
deliberately and obviously was very aware of his surgery. I
had brought him fresh clothing to wear home because of course
what he had on during the attack had been covered in blood.
His pretty little butt looked gorgeous in the Docker’s
I had brought him. When we finally got in my car and had some
measure of privacy we turned to each other simultaneously and
said. “I love you.” We laughed, then David tried
to bend towards me and when he grimaced I stopped him with
my hand. “Just turn your head babe don’t lean,
let me do the moving.” He did and we kissed but I kept
my hand on his shoulder holding him from moving too much.
I knew that I could make too much of this moment and I didn’t
want to get too emotional, there had been enough crying, so
I just sat back down and started the car. After we got on the
road to my house I put my hand over David’s and squeezed
it. He immediately wrapped his hand around mine. We stayed
that way until we reached home. Because of the memories associated
with David’s house we decided to stay at mine and decide
later what to do about his. I know that I didn’t care
where I was living as long as I was with David.
I held the door for David and touched his back with my hand
as he walked past me into the living room. He stopped, turned
and walked back into my arms. I wrapped my arms gently around
him as he laid his head on my chest.
“You’re safe David.” I rubbed his back feeling
him under the light shirt. “He’s gone and there’s
nothing else to hurt you.” I kissed the side of his head.
I could feel his heart beating and feel his warm breath coming
through my shirt.
“I know … I know I’m safe. It’s just
the whole emotional thing of the last week. A little overwhelming
is all.” He gripped me tighter and spoke into my chest. “I
didn’t want him dead. I mean even after all that happened,
over the years, I mean he was sick, crazy, but I didn’t
want him dead.”
“I know you didn’t baby.” I was stroking
the back of his head. “He made that decision, not you.
What’s important now is that you get well. We gotta get
you all healed.” I wrapped his head in my hands. “Right
“Yeah right. I will. I’ll be good and get all
healed.” He pulled back and looked up at me. “Promise
“As soon as I’m well you’ll fuck my brains
out.” A shy little grin and those flashing green eyes
I took his head in both of my hands and kissed him deeply. “We’ll
fuck all night every night sweetheart. You won’t be able
to fuckin sit for months.”
“Good. Then you must still think I’m hot.”
“The hottest babe. But right now we gotta put the thought
of fucking outta our minds and get you settled. I don’t
think that on your first day home you should be on your feet
this much. What I could do, if you promise not to turn it into
a sex romp, is give you a back rub.”
“Oh fuck yes! I’d love a back rub!”
“Okay let’s go into the bedroom and get you into
shorts or something then I’ll do my backrub thing.” I
took his hand and walked slowly with him into our bedroom.
I could tell that he was getting worn out but the backrub wouldn’t
hurt and then he could sleep.
We both stripped down to our boxers and I got behind him on
the bed and began massaging his shoulders. I wished I had thought
to pick up some oil of some sort but I hadn’t. David
didn’t seem to notice. After about fifteen minutes he
was beginning to nod off and I just lowered him gently to the
bed. His head was resting on my arm and I pulled the sheet
up over us. I watched him sleep for a while and then drifted
I woke up after an hour or so because David was whimpering
in his sleep and fighting and unseen enemy. I guess I could
figure out who that might be. I began stroking his hair and
as always it calmed him right away. How long would the nightmares
continue? I couldn’t imagine. I still got mine occasionally.
When I awoke again David was laying kind of half on my chest
with his arm around me.
“You awake babe?”
“How are your stitches?”
“Horny.” A little laugh and he hugs me tighter.
“I see, your stitches are horny. How are you?”
“Horny.” David licks my right nipple.
“Oh babe no! Come on! You know you can’t do that
yet.” I turn his face up to mine. “You know how
bad I want to do it too. But you have to have time to heal.
You know what the fuckin doctor told you.” I bend my
head down and we almost get our lips to meet.
“I know, I’ll be good.” He smiled up at
me. “But I’m still horny.”
I sat up in bed and said. “Well, let me think about
it. You know there’s a doctor in the Army who is still
a good friend of mine and I may have an idea.” I jumped
out of bed. “Where the fuck would I have his number.
I think he was headed to Fort Ord.” I walked quickly
back to the bed where David was sitting up. “Sweetheart
I would feel lots better if you would try just laying there
and resting.” I held up my hand to silence his protests. “I
know you don’t fucking want to but that doc scared the
shit outta me with all the crap that can go wrong.” I
pushed him lightly back down with me kissing him all the way. “David
I know that I may be being overly protective here but,” I
could feel myself choking up. “you’re the most
important thing in my life baby. Please do this for me babe.” I
kissed his closed eyes. “Please!”
David looked up at me and spoke seriously. “I wish that
I had known you when we were both little boys. We could have
fished together and gone camping.” He reached up and
ran his fingers through my hair. “We could have slept
over at each others houses and watched TV together and screwed
around with each others cars and learned to play pool together
and then one night we would have slept over and things would
have gone further and you would have kissed me and I would
have kissed you back and then we would have beatoff together
and then eventually you would have made real love to me and
my legs would be wrapped around a seventeen year old Mark and
we’d be in love and we’d have spent our whole lifes
together.” I felt a tear running down my face but I ignored
it. “Mark if you want me to rest then it’s a done
deal. You said that I’m the most important thing in your
life. I wish I could tell you what you’ve become to me.
There wasn’t even a me until you came along you’re
everything to me.” There were tears running down David’s
eyes. I leaned forward and wrapped him gently in my arms. I
kissed him and held him.
I few minutes later I got up and eventually found the doc’s
phone number or actually the number that would get me his.
Ten minutes later I was talking to him and he confirmed what
I thought might be the case. David could have sex as long as
he didn’t use his stomach muscles. That of course ruled
out fucking but the doc had suggested something that would
be safe and fun. He had been the only guy in the Army that
had known that I was gay. I always kinda thought that he might
be too but it never went beyond that.
I went to the linen closet and got the two extra pillows there
and then to the living room to get the pillows of the sofa.
I took them all back to the bedroom.
“Okay, here’s the plan.” David rolled on
his side and looked at me. “Paul, that’s my doctor
friend, says that it’s not the actual getting off that
could hurt where they operated, it’s any movement of
the liver itself. Apparently while you’re healing the
tissue that was cut is mending itself back together and it’s
any shock to those delicate fibers that needs to be avoided.
So anyway this is what he suggested. We’re gonna build
a little platform out of pillows that you can lay on. Your
own weight will then help to keep everything in place and stable.” David
was beginning to look excited. “You can put fucking out
of your mind. Paul says that too many things are involved,
including an eight inch dick going up your butt, to even consider
it until the end of the week.
“Okay move over.” I piled up the pillows into
a rectanglular pile about eighteen inches wide and forty inches
long and maybe twenty four inches high
“You ready?” David was all but bouncing up and
“Your bet. What do I do?”
“Well for starters loose the boxers.” David rolled
slowly onto his back and stripped them off, he was totally
“Okay you’re gonna lay on the little platform
we got here with only your dick and legs hanging off.” David
climbed onto the pillows. “Now rest your head on your
hands and don’t move em. Remember one of the keys here
is that I’m gonnna do all of the work. You just lay their
and stay still.
“Is this right? Is it the way you want me?” David’s
voice was a little muffled
“God babe, you look so fucking hot!” I was slowly
jerking my cock but if I had wanted to I could have cum right
then from looking at David’s hot ass.
David started to rise up and I had to push him back down. “No
babe, absolutely flat and try to relax.” And remember
no matter what you feel me doing don’t tense your muscles
and don’t try to get up.
I started by rubbing my hands over David’s back starting
with the back of his neck which I massaged deeply with both
of my thumbs. Then I started sweeping lightly down his back
with my hands making as much light contact as possible. David
was beginning to make little sounds, not quite moans but getting
there. Then I lightly rubbed his legs and finally started to
focus on his beautiful ass. I lightly bit the mounds of his
butt and started to slowly spread his cheeks licking and blowing
and going very slowly. David was beginning to make the David
sound but very softly. I continued to work my way in towards
his asshole, licking, blowing and taking soft little bites.
David’s cock was sticking straight down and pressing
against the pillows. I took a hand towel and put it between
his dick and the sheets and then returned to his butt. When
I finally zeroed in on his butt hole I used only my tongue
and licked in circles to the center of asshole. Then I started
to lick down the back of his dick, nibbling just a little on
the very sensitive skin. The precum was running out of David’s
dick in a steady stream and I scooped up a bunch of it and
coated my entire palm with it. Then I started to lick David’s
asshole again and used my lubed hand to start stroking David’s
cock. “Annngh, annngh, annngh!” Were the sounds
coming from David steadily.
“Mark, I’m gonna fucking cum. Oh Mark, oh fuck,
David shot so hard that it splashed. I caught the following
shots in my hand and used David’s cum as lube to jack
myself off. It didn’t take much, especially knowing that
I was using David’s cum, for me to shoot myself. While
David was filling the towel with his cum I was coating David’s
ass with my cum. God how I wanted to fuck him!
Once the aftershocks in David’s body stopped I helped
him get off the pillows and lay on his back with a couple of
the pillows under his head. I laid down next him on my stomach
and looked into his pretty green eyes.
“So I take it that was okay? I mean you were shooting
cum like a fucking firehose.” I leaned over and kissed
“It was fantastic. God I needed to cum. It’s been
a week, no more than a week, anyway I was horny as hell.
‘You’re always horny as hell.” I smiled
at him. “Not that I’m complaining you understand.
I like having you horny. But do you suppose I could get a real
nap out of you now?” I climbed up next to him and kissed
him. “Please babe? This is your first day home and I
don’t want you getting sick.”
“Will you stay with me until I fall asleep?” David’s
black hair had fallen over his forehead and his emerald eyes
“I sure will hun.” David snuggled down next to
me. We were lying right next to each other and soon I felt
his hand take mine and we fell asleep holding hands.
The next day David and I set out to do some food shopping
and then a trip to his house to pickup some more of his clothes
and a few other things that he needed.
We were shopping in our local supermarket, I was picking up
some vegetables and David wandered ahead into the next aisle.
When I turned the corner I could see him at the other end of
the aisle. He was standing there examining a can of something
dressed in his favorite tan Docker’s and a pale blue
polo type shirt and it just struck me that this guy belonged
to me. I mean I already knew that but this was the first time
that it really hit home. That handsome, sexy guy down there
was mine. He wasn’t a fantasy or a figment of my imagination
this was a real man, my real man and he loved me. He fucking
I pushed the cart up right behind David and leaned over and
whispered in his ear. “Hey buddy! Wanna fuck?”
“Didn’t your mother ever tell you it’s not
nice to tease horny guys?” David looked at me and tilting
his head and shoving his hands in his pockets. “And isn’t
this “thou shalt not fuck” punishment about over?”
We kind of ambled past the racks of soup and I said. “Well
you know…well actually tomorrow. Tomorrow is gentle fuck
Wednesday, if you behave yourself and take it easy.”
David was rummaging through the shopping cart.
Spinach! I can’t fucking believe you’re buying
spinach! What the hell are gonna do with that?”
“I’m feeding that to my boyfriend. I was gonna
say my fucking boyfriend but we still have to see how he behaves.” David
was rolling his eyes in mock disgust.
“Well if you want me to eat that shit you better drape
it on your dick.”
“I could do that. I could definitely do that.” I
walked behind David and descretely palmed his ass. “Are
you doin okay? I asked seriously.
“I’m doing good Mark, don’t worry so much… well
maybe a little tired.” I could see it, and something
more, in his eyes.
“Well hang in there babe this is our last stop. I just
have to check out and were gone. Do you wanna go sit in the
car? Here babe take the keys. I’ll be the in a second.”
David took the keys and headed toward the car. I watched his
ass as he walked away. Fucking incredible!
I finished up inside and carried the bags out to the car and
put them in the trunk. David was in the front side with it
partially reclined. I climbed in and looked at him for a bit,
then I reached over and put my hand on his crotch. He was hard
and he smiled.
“You’re not supposed to tease horny guys you know.” He
was smiling kind of a lazy smile.
“Would you believe that someone just told me that not
ten minutes ago?” I turned in the seat to face him. “Sometimes
David, this is probably gonna sound really dumb, but sometimes
I just have to convince myself that you’re real.”
He laughed out loud. “You too? I know what you mean.
When I was getting out of the shower this morning and saw you
standing there naked shaving, it was just like I had to shake
my head for a second.” He reached over and lightly touched
my face with the tips of his fingers. “For a moment I
just couldn’t believe that you were real.” He blinked
his eyes and turned to face forward. His head was bent down
and his black hair had fallen over his forehead. Then he said
very quietly. “Don’t ever leave me. I mean,” he
turned to look at me, “I don’t think I could deal
with that.” Then he put his hands to his face. “Fuck,
I can’t believe that I said that. Shit! How fucking needy
I reached over and took his hand. “David you’re
allowed to be needy with me. It’s okay to tell me what
you’re afraid of, I won’t use it as ammo and how
could I ever be bothered by you needing me? I need you too.
Remember that I love you and that isn’t going to change.”
“Now do you suppose we could get the fuck home? And
I want a two hour nap outta you when we get home and no more
David rubbed his eyes with the balls of his hands and turned
forward in his seat. “You got a deal.” Then he
looked at me kind of sheepishly. “Can I tell you something?
I mean there’s something that you did today…well
I don’t think you ever did it before.” He stopped
talking and had this weird look on his face like he wished
he had never started talking.
I looked at him. “What David? Tell me. David you can
tell me anything.” I was trying to think what I might
have done that would have upset him and I was a little bothered
that he hadn’t said anything at the time. He was twisting
his fingers. I reached over and held his hands. “Talk
to me damnit!”
“Oh fuck, it’s not a bad thing.” He turned
to me and was smiling now. “You know that I’m not
shy. I would have told you if you did something I didn’t’ like.” David
was actually beginning to blush. He ducked his head.
I was smiling now. “Then it was a good thing? A thing
you liked?” I couldn’t think what it might be.
“Okay here it is.” He laid his head back on the
seat back and was talking to the roof of the car. “I
don’t know why this is so hard to say but anyway when
we were in there looking at the soup or some shit you came
up next to me and you kinda grabbed my butt.”
“And you liked that? That felt good?” I couldn’t
see the big deal. “Wait! Is that why you were hard when
I got in the car?”
He nodded his head and laughed in an embarrassed way. “It
made me feel, oh fuck I don’t know, like you were taking
possession of my ass or some shit like that.” He turned
to look at me. “Can we not talk about this now?”
“Well now you’ve got me hard too but yeah we don’t
have to talk about it…not right now anyway.” I
leaned over and kissed him. I whispered to him. “God
I wish this was Wednesday.” I started the car and then
turned to look at David. “You are mine you know.”
“I know, I know! Will you just fucking drive the car?” I
don’t think he realized it but David was squeezing his
I think that we both deliberately kept the conversation light
on the way home, David because he was still a little embarrassed
and I because I was thinking about what he had told me. I knew
what he was telling me but I also knew that I had better go
slow. I also knew that he had told me something very important,
something that was key to the sexual side of our relationship
and I took it very seriously.
When we got home David was as good as his word and took his
nap with a minimal amount of urging on my part. I did promise
him that we would have sex later and then I layed down with
him and held him until he was asleep.
While David was sleeping I managed to get in a few business
calls. I still had to earn a living and while David was on
sick leave I wasn’t and had to cover my territory as
best I could. Thanks god none of our products failed or needed
servicing while all this was going on, I suppose that I would
have covered the problem somehow but David came first and I
had already decided that if I had to choose between the two
David was gonna win.
I had been checking on David from time to time and as soon
as he began showing signs of waking up I laid back down with
him. He was on his left side which was the other side from
his surgery. I got behind him and spooned him, draping my right
arm lightly over his chest; as soon as he felt me he took hold
of my arm and settled in closer to me. I cupped his face in
my right hand, he pressed his butt back against my cock. I
brushed his lips lightly with my thumb and when he parted his
lips I slid it into his mouth. He made a little “hmmm” sound
and settled in to sucking on my thumb. I was licking the back
of his neck while he was sucking on my thumb and grinding his
butt back into my cock.
I pulled my thumb out of David’s mouth and gently rolled
him over onto his back then rolled on my back and got rid of
my boxers. I stood up and straddled David’s head while
he looked up at me and kind of half smiled. I dropped down
till my knees were on either side of his head and put the head
of my cock at David’s lips. He opened his mouth and I
slid my dick in; he made a David sound and started to reach
for his own cock but I grabbed his hand. I looked down at him. “In
a minute you can go on the platform but just suck for a while.” He
got kind of a wild look in his eyes and started sucking hard
on my cock as I thrust it slowly in and out of his mouth. I
didn’t want David lifting up his head to suck because
it might have put a strain on his abs so I held his head in
place and did most of the work myself. I knew that I could
shoot anytime that I let myself. After a few minutes I looked
down at David and said. “I’m going to shoot in
your mouth.” I ran my fingers through his hair and smiled
at him. “Are you ready for it?” He nodded with
my cock in his mouth. I refocused and felt my orgasm building. “Oh
fuck! Oh fuckin yes! I’m gonna shoot in your mouth man!
Oh yes!” As I felt the cum leave my cock and blast into
David’s mouth he was breathing heavily underneath me
and then he made a loud whimpering gasping sound. My orgasm
seemed to go on forever but when it stopped I pulled my cock
slowly out of David’s mouth. He was breathing hard almost
gasping for air. I slid down and wrapped my arms around him
and kissed him, sliding my tongue into his mouth and tasted
my own cum.
I looked into his eyes, he was settling down now. “Was
that okay? I mean we never really did that before.” His
eyes were flashing like electric storms.
“Fuck yes! God did you shoot! I didn’t think I
was gonna be able to take all. I came in my fucking shorts!
I didn’t even touch myself! That was fucking fantastic!”
I looked at his boxers. They were totally soaked and the smell
of cum was heavy in the air. I looked back at David. He was
as excited as a little boy and I had to laugh.
God I fucking love you!” I kissed him again and explored
even deeper with my tongue. I wrapped my arm around his head
and held him very close to me.
“That was wonderful.”
“For me too.”
We took a shower together and then, dressed in shorts and
tee shirts, decided to take a walk down by the stream. It was
about 3:30 in the afternoon and the sun was very hot but down
by the stream the overhanging trees created a coolness broken
only by small spots of intense heat where the sun had made
it through the trees. Generations of fisherman had created
a pathway along the stream the seemed to go on for miles; at
least I had never come to the end of it. David and I walked
along the path just talking and enjoying each others company
stopping occasionally to try and catch frogs and splash water
at each other.
I figured that David needed to get some exercise and this
seemed as good a way as any, maybe most of all because he wouldn’t
think of it as exercise. We had a great time. David has an
infectious personality and a wonderful sense of humor and when
he’s telling a story he becomes very animated and those
green eyes dance.
David saw a school of baby catfish, it looked to be hundreds,
and we squatted by the water watching them moving back and
forth near the shore. I couldn’t take my eyes off of
him, the pleasure he was getting from this simple thing, his
eyes crinkled up with the joy of it. I put my hand on the back
of his neck and drew him into a kiss. He smelled of soap and
toothpaste and David. There was a bit of a questioning look
on his face, like why do you want to kiss me now but it turned
into a smile as our lips came closer and he seemed to realize
that it didn’t matter. Kissing David and feeling our
tongues coming together is an incredibly erotic thing for me,
he closes his eyes and becomes lost in the kiss, as do I. The
feel of the hair on the back of his head as I hold it and his
hands on my back and shoulder as he steadies himself the warmth
he radiates are electric to me.
It’s time to head for home and we reverse ourselves
and head back but still using any excuse to touch and none
at all. My eyes drink him in, an unquenchable thirst, I want
to spend every second looking at him, loving him.
At home we start fixing dinner as the evening begins. We move
separately yet together as we seem incapable of staying apart
for more than a few seconds. Touching elbows, a hand on the
back, a hug.
David collects old oil lamps and we have retrieved them from
the other house so we eat by the soft glow of ancient lamps
while the warm summer evening blows softly in through the open
windows, billowing the drapes.
Later we lay on the sofa nose to nose and talk about the last
few days and the rest of our lifes, kissing lightly and deeply
our crotches pressed hot together. I sat up and took the waist
of his shorts in my hands and pealed them off tossing them
to the floor. David is naked now from the waist down. I lift
his left leg and bend it so I have easy access to his ass.
So far I haven’t told him what I’m doing and he
hasn’t asked, he’s very hard but I don’t
touch his dick. I stick the middle finger of my left hand to
his mouth and say. “Suck it.” He knows what’s
coming and gets it very wet and after a while I take it out
of his mouth and use the finger to make circles around his
asshole. Finally my finger enters him and he starts making
soft David sounds and he’s holding onto me very tightly
while thrusting his hips against me. He hasn’t had anything
in his ass for a while and he’s very tight. I add a second
finger and kiss him hard. I’m slowly pistoning in and
out of him going a little deeper each time. David’s head
is rolling back and forth and his eyes are unfocused. When
I think that he’s finally open enough I take his left
leg and move it to my right shoulder and then move his right
leg to my other shoulder. Once I get myself positioned I roll
a condom onto my cock and take a handful of spit and rub it
on David’s asshole. He’s looking at me with a totally
wild look in his eyes. I push his knees to his chest and begin
pushing my cock into him. The spit isn’t nearly enough
lube and I know it. There’s a small vial of lube hidden
in the cushions if it’s needed but I hoping I can get
by without it. My cock is moving very slowly into David’s
asshole and he’s going wild with the pain of it and the
thrill of it. After about four inches David is bucking his
ass wildly and with a yell he begins shooting. The first shot
hits the side of his face and begins running down. The following
shots cover David’s chest. I take my hand and scoop up
a handful of it and pull my cock slowly out of his ass. He
says, “No! No God! No! Fuck me!” His head is tilted
up and he’s starring at my cock.
I look down at him. “I’m gonna use your cum for
He shouts. “Oh fuck. Oh fuck yes!
I stroke my dick, totally coating it in David’s cum
and then sink my shaft all the way into his ass. David is going
nuts and I’m doing my best to hold him in place more
from a fear that he may hurt himself than anything else.
I begin pile driving into him, I can hear my balls slapping
loudly against his ass. He’s whipping his head back and
forth and beating his cock savagely. When I think he’s
close I lean into him and say. “I’m gonna shoot
up your ass David. I’m cumin right now.”
David is screaming, “Yeah, yeah, yeah!” And then
he’s shooting for the second time coating his chest again.
I’m only seconds behind and I cum as hard as I can ever
remember cumming, filling the condom in David’s ass.
I continue to pump slowly as we both come down from the high.
My cock is softening and I pull it very slowly from David’s
ass. I pull off the condom and wipe my cock with my tee shirt.
I wipe off David’s chest and face and then lift his legs
and wipe the lube off his butt. He looks at me oddly. I finally
lay down next to him and rest my head on his chest.
David strokes my hair. I say, “You know I love you more
“Yeah,” he says, “I do.”
I say, “Just for the record, look at the clock.” It
reads half past midnight. I lift my head up and look at David,
he’s smiling. I kiss him and say, “Let’s
go to bed.”
After David gets into bed I get in and wrap my arms around
him, we kiss deeply and for a very long time. I resent every
moment that is used for something other than loving David,
every moment that isn’t spent kissing him, smelling him,
touching him but we have to sleep and eventually we do, he
wrapped securely in my arms his black hair askew as it always
is and his electric eyes silent.
The next day was the fourth of July and our little town celebrated
with a huge bar-b-que, street fair and then later in the evening
the fireworks display. David and I hit the town about noon,
wandering through the street fair and pigging out at the bar-b-que.
At about six o’clock we went home to clean up and relax
a bit before going to the fireworks display.
David and I showered together and ended up sixty-nining on
the floor of the shower along with a lot of laughing and kissing.
We ended up drying each other off and then laying down for
a nap before going out. We were laying naked on the bed. David
had fallen asleep on his stomach and I was starring at his
ass. As I’ve said before David has the best looking butt
I’ve ever seen, muscular without overdoing it and an
absolutely perfect shape, it’s creamy white and totally
hairless. David has black hair on his arms and legs and a bit
on his chest but none whatever on his ass. I really want to
touch it, to play but he’s had a busy day and more to
come and besides he still is recovering so I just lay there,
my head propped on my hand, starring at it. Finally I lay back
down and look at David’s face which is turned toward
me, he makes a little sound and moves his mouth, it makes me
smile and I lean over and kiss him lightly then I fall asleep.
The fireworks display is being held at the park on the outskirts
of town. In one part of the park the land slopes down and forms
a huge bowl shape the rim of which is surrounded with fairly
thick foliage and people are sitting all around this area waiting
for the show to begin. The high school band is playing in the
distance and the whole town seems to be out for the display.
David and I grab a couple of beers and find a fairly secluded
spot to wait for the fireworks. There are other people in our
general area but none closer than twenty feet and everyone
is watching what’s going on down on the field. It is
very nearly dark now and the folks putting on the display are
doing the final preparations. David sits between my legs and
leans back against my chest, my arms are around him and my
chin is on his shoulder and I’m constantly kissing his
neck while he squirms and gasps.
The fireworks were great but I notice that the couple way
off to our left seem to have noticed us even with the darkness
so we decide it’s probably just easier to leave.
On the way home in the car David and I have a conversation
that I’ve been thinking about for a while now.
“David we’ve never talked about this before but,
well, I wanted to ask you about condoms. I mean like I told
you before you’re the first guy I’ve ever had sex
with and it was two years before that that I had sex with a
woman and even then I wore a condom.”
David is giving me a kind of “what’s the big deal” look.
“Well Mark I’m negative, they tested me in the
hospital. So if you don’t want to wear them then don’t.
If your asking me what I would prefer I say forget the fucking
“David you’re sure?”
“Yeah, I mean you always have to make sure you have
one and it’s a big pain. Forget it. Besides I’d
like to actually feel you inside me. You know,” he turned
to look at me, “the thought of it makes me kinda hot.”
I laughed. “David everything makes you hot.”
“No the whole idea of your cum inside of me, your cum
a part of me.”
I am a naturally aggressive guy, I mean an Army Ranger right
and now that I’m a civilian I’m aggressive in business,
so being sexually aggressive with David was not something that
I had to work at, it came naturally. But it’s important
to understand that David was and is the most important person
that was ever in my life, next only to my parents but in many
ways beyond them. It sounds weird but to me David is this little
bird that I hold trembling in my cupped hands, this precious,
magical little bird, that needs to be protected. So even though
I was being more aggressive with David sexually, everything
that I did was measured and thought over, because the thought
of hurting him by accident through thoughtlessness was enough
to make me physically sick. The thought that I might ever see
hurt, that I caused, in those beautiful eyes was too terrible
to think about.
Later back at the house we’ve both stripped down to
our boxers and are about to lay down on the sofa together and
watch the evening news. I lay down first and then just as David
is about to lay down I tell him to lose the boxers, he doesn’t
say anything he’s just kind of standing there watching
the TV but he takes off the boxers and tosses them on the coffee
table. He lays down in front of me and I wrap my right arm
under his neck and then use my right hand to rub his left shoulder.
He asks, “Are you gonna fuck me.” Not should we
have sex or should we fuck but are you gonna fuck me.
I kiss the back of his head and say, “Maybe in a bit.”
This seems to suit him and he snuggles down into me using
my upper arm as a pillow. Then he bends his left leg up towards
his chest giving me complete access to his ass.
After a bit I put a little bit of lube on my finger and start
making slow circles around his asshole, he’s still watching
the news and just seems to take this to be normal. I continue
this for five minutes or so and then start to slowly penetrate
him with my finger.
The only sound he makes is, “mmmm, mmmm.”
Another ten minutes or so and I remove my finger and place
the head of my cock at his asshole. It rests there for a minute
with barely any pressure at all and then I begin slowly pushing
my cock into David. His ass is lubed but just barely and my
cock is moving in very slowly. He has begun making the David
sound very softly. Finally my cock is completely in him and
I just let it rest there for several minutes. Eventually I
start make very slow very short thrusts and I’m constantly
but slowly moving my hands over David’s body. I roll
David over onto his stomach and with his ass sticking up a
bit I straddle his body and climb up onto his ass carrying
all my weight with my legs. I begin pistoning into David using
full fast strokes and he’s moaning very loudly. After
a few minutes of this I’m not sure how much more David
can take and I slowly pull my cock out of him and roll him
over unto his back. I push his knees to his chest and bury
my cock quickly and all the way into him. He says, “Oh
God, Oh God!”
I’m fucking David very fast and thinking about how much
I love him and how perfect I want these moments to be for him
and for the umpteenth time how I don’t deserve him but
thank you God, thank you.
David has tried to grab his cock twice and twice I’ve
stopped him. His head is whipping back and forth and the sounds
he’s making are soft and unintelligible. I know that
the time has come and I say to him, “David I’m
gonna shoot in your ass now! No condom just my cum filling
up your hot ass!” He’s looking up at me with a
wild look in his eyes and he just says “Oh fuck yes Mark!” I
start to reach for his cock as I feel my orgasm starting but
he starts shooting before I have a chance to touch it. His
cock is jerking up and down and cum is spraying everywhere.
His first shot lands in his hair and the rest just go wild,
long strands of white cum looping through the air and landing
The next morning I woke up to David sucking on my cock. He
looks up at me with my cock totally buried in his mouth. He
pulls off of it.
“Morning babe.” I mumble. “Find something
Now his head is propped on his hand and he’s bouncing
the head of my dick on his chin. “Mark…do you think
I should sell the house? I mean I know that we’ve only
been together a short time but….do you think I should?
I but my hands on his shoulders and say. “Come up here
for a bit.” David comes up into my arms and lays his
head in the crook of my neck. I wrap my arms around him loving
the smell of him.
“David I don’t want to say anything too selfserving
here.” I’m stroking his hair lightly.
“Well I just need to know what you think. What do you
“I mean that I want you living with me…us…as
a couple. But that’s your house…I hope not your
home but it is your house.” I slide David off my chest
and roll him onto his back then I wrap my arm around him and
look into his eyes. I can feel the beginning of tears in mine. “Sell
the fucking house David! This is your home and I’m your
lover and baby that ain’t changing. I want you here,
period. That house belonged to another time but we’re
an “us” now and I’m totally committed to
you and….well…David I want you to be here with
me, always.” David uses his thumbs to wipe my eyes.
“I’ll put it on the market today.” He pulls
me down to him our faces next to each other.
He’s stroking my hair now. “I’ll never leave
you Mark.” I’m like totally crying now and David
just keeps saying, “I’ll never leave you,” while
he strokes my hair.
Finally I sit up in bed and wipe my eyes with my palms. “Wow!
Where the fuck did that come from?” I feel really stupid.
David is rubbing my back I look down at him. “David you’re
so fucking able to turn me inside out.” But I feel myself
choking up again then I start sobbing and I rollover into a
ball with my head on David’s chest and he holds me while
I must have fallen asleep and I wake around ten o’clock,
David isn’t in bed with me and I’m hard as a rock.
I lay there wondering why I was crying earlier I mean the obvious
reason is that I love David and want him with me but why the
crying now. I know that it’s dumb but I have this feeling,
this conditioning, that says people like me aren’t suppose
to cry and it’s an embarrassing thing for me. Finally
I decide to just say fuck it, I mean if I can’t cry with
David then I am a sick fucker.
I can hear David’s voice coming from the kitchen and
it sounds like he’s on the phone. I get up and walk naked
towards his voice with my hardon pointing the way. David is
on the phone, obviously with a realtor named Carol, he’s
dressed only in cargo shorts. He looks at my face and then
down at my hardon and starts smiling. I walk up behind him
and wrap my arms around him and begin kissing his neck. He’s
squirming and I tilt his head up so that I have better access
to his neck. He’s beginning to make little sounds and
is trying to cover the phone so that Carol doesn’t hear.
I kind of have him pinned to the counter and I reach over him
and get a bottle of vegetable oil. He looks at me with this
odd little worried and intrigued look and I undo the button
on his shorts and let them drop to the floor. He’s getting
hard now and I take some of the oil and start making circles
around his asshole. When my finger penetrates him he says. “Oh!” then, “Oh
Carol that’s good I’d really appreciate that. How
about if I stop by later today and sign the papers?” I
start slowly sliding my cock into David’s ass and he
bends over and lays his head and arms on the counter. Then, “Thanks
Carol I’ll see you in a bit. Bye hun.” Now he gives
himself over totally to the fuck. I going into him in long
fast strokes, my knees are bent and spread a bit so that I
can get the right angle, my hands are on David’s shoulders.
It occurs to me for some reason that we must look like a couple
of dogs fucking and I think fleetingly that that would make
David my bitch but the thought disgusts me and I push it out
of my head. David isn’t my bitch, he isn’t my boyfriend
and he isn’t my boi, he’s a grown man that I love
and so if anything he’s my lover and while I’m
standing there fucking him like crazy I decide that if anyone
asks that’s what I’m going to tell them David is,
I’m slamming into David like a fucking wild man and
he’s moaning and almost screaming the David sound while
rolling his head back and forth on the counter. There’s
a sheen of sweat over both of our bodies and my cock is moving
so fast it’s hard to see. I can feel under my feet the
precum that has been running out of David’s cock and
I reach forward and let it flow into my hand being careful
not to touch his cock too much. When I’ve got a handful
I take it and rub it all over David’s chest. He makes
a gasping sound and at that moment I grab his cock and it starts
shooting as I release my own orgasm which gets pumped up David’s
ass. I’m gently fucking now while the rest of my cum
is flowing into his butt and David is coming down from the
high, his body still being hit with aftershocks. I can feel
his legs getting wobbly and wrap my arms around him to make
sure he doesn’t fall.
“Oh fuck! Man you should get a fucking patent on that!
Oh wow!” David is gasping for breath and leaning against
me, my cock slipping out of him. “You know that I can
feel you cum! Fuck you cum so hard that I can feel it hitting
my insides!” He turns in my arms and wraps his arms around
my neck. I wrap my arms around him, his waist is so tiny and
his ass is so perfect. I can feel some of my cum by his butt.
I push him far enough away so that I can kiss him. I hold
his head in both of my hands and push my tongue deep into his
mouth and then suck his into mine. Then I pull him hard to
me holding him very tight. I hold him there so long that he’s
beginning to wonder why.
“Mark. Baby are you okay?”
I hold him away from me. “You bet David, I’m great.” Then. “Wanna
take a shower.”
He says yes and we walk together to the bathroom, my arm around
his neck and pulling him in for a kiss every few feet. Finally
he pulls away from me and looks at me.
“So I guess this means that you like me.” David
asks with a smile.
“Damn right you handsome little fucker!”
An hour or so later and we were driving in to town, this only
took ten minutes or so and it wasn’t long before we had
pulled into a small strip mall that as it happens contained
both places that we needed to go, Walgreens and the real estate
Just as we had gotten out of the car we heard this loud voice
“David! David honey!” There was a really large
woman with blondish gray hair bearing down on us or rather
on David. “Oh honey have I missed you!” David’s
head was buried in the woman’s huge cleavage. “Honey
are you all healed after all that crap? I mean really you can
“Allie damn it’s wonderful to see you!” David
had managed to get his head far enough away to breath.
Allie turned to me while still holding on to David. “Honey
you must be my David’s boyfriend.” She held out
a pudgy hand to me which I held for a second. “Damn David
you sure got a cute one, big too.” She squeezed David
again and laughed. “Bigger is better isn’t it sweetie.
You don’t have to tell me. Believe me I know how it works.”
By this time both David and I are blushing totally.
Allie looked me over from head to foot. “Damn honey
if I was thirty years younger you wouldn’t make it out
of the damn parking lot.”
“Allie,” David says, “please! I just got
him to eat oats outta my hand and I don’t want him running
off.” David winks at me from Allie’s cleavage.
“David honey by the look in this studs eyes you couldn’t
chase him away with a stick.” Then she kisses David on
the forehead. “Honey Fred is waiting for me in the car
and he gets really nuts if I keep him waiting.” She looks
at David again. “You take care of yourself sweetheart.” She
gives me a quick wave.
“I will Allie, nice seeing you and I’ll see you
at work Monday.
Allie is already starting to walk away but she turns. “Oh?
Oh right honey. I guess I’ll see you then.” Allie
trundles off apparently in the direction of Fred.
I wondered if David has caught the undertone.
I head into Walgreens and David walks down to the real estate
During the ride home it struck me that we had really been
on a honeymoon and it was going to end Monday. David would
be going back to work and while I had never really stopped
working I had sure eased off. Well that was coming to a screeching
halt next week. I had six customers to call on Monday and my
boss was coming out to visit on Tuesday and the rest of the
week was going to be just as busy. I still hadn’t told
David that we were pretty much expected to have my boss over
for dinner on Tuesday. I had a feeling that I was gonna get
During the next few weeks David and I move everything that
really means anything to him from his house to mine or ours
as it really had become. He couldn’t seem to bring himself
to go over to that house by himself and although he never really
asked me to go with him it wasn’t lost on me that he
wouldn’t go unless I was going to go with him.
Monday morning I woke up and David wasn’t in my arms.
The clock said 6:30 and I swung my legs outta bed and started
looking for him. He was running around the kitchen, fixing
coffee, toasting toast, frying eggs. I grabbed him and hugged
him from behind.
“Are you nervous about going back?
He turned in my arms. “I guess a bit. Everything is
so different now. I mean before, my job was my life or at least
pretty much my life. Now you’re my life. I mean I enjoy
what I do but,” he laid his head on my chest, “back
then I didn’t really know what life could be.”
I kissed him. “Me too. But baby remember, no matter
what happens today or tomorrow or next month, you’re
not alone. Whatever happens from now on it doesn’t happen
to just you or me it happens to us and at the end of the day
we’ve got each other. You’ve got your cell phone
if anything bad happens just call me and I’ll come and
I remembered my own appointments and took off to get my shower
taken. After I was showered and shaved I walked in to the kitchen
in my boxers and David was standing there all dressed. He was
beautiful. He was wearing a lightweight navy blue suit, white
shirt with and a burgundy and green tie. The green in the tie
really made his eyes crackle.
“Wow,” I said, “you look fucking great.”
He looked at me shyly. “Thanks”
“How much time do you have?”
“I have leave in about ten minutes. I’ll be a
little early but there’s probably stuff to catch up on.”
I walked over to him and pushed him back gently to the counter,
then I kissed him and while I was doing that I was opening
his pants. He was trying to object but my tongue was down his
throat. I dropped to my knees and pulled his cock out of his
pants and started sucking on it before he could say much. He
was hard in a few seconds and I he was cumming in my mouth
in about a minute.
I kissed him again and zipped up his pants. “Now maybe
you won’t be so tense.” He started to say something
and then stopped and then said, “Fuck man I gotta go.” He
kissed me goodbye and left. I walked into the bedroom and finished
dressing and then wandered off into the living room and saw
one of David’s shirts laying on the floor.
I picked it up off of the floor and brought it to my nose,
the shirt smelled of him and I inhaled it deeply. I laid down
on the sofa and cradled his shirt against me the smell of David
overwhelming me with a desire for him.
My day was totally filled with business and while I did try
to keep in touch with David by cell phone it wasn’t until
about six o’clock that I was able to head for home. I
called David and told him that I’d see him in about a
half hour, he sounded tired.
When I finally walked into the kitchen David was leaning against
the counter wearing a pair of shorts and a tee shirt. He was
sipping a glass of wine. I threw my suit coat over one of the
chairs and walked over to David and wrapped him in my arms
my face buried in his neck. I pulled my head away and kissed
“God I missed you today!” I was holding his head
with one hand and running the fingers of my other hand through
He turned his head slightly and kissed my palm. Then he looked
into my eyes. “I thought I’d go nuts with needing
you.” He wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his
head on my chest. “I made salads.” I looked and
saw them on the table along with another glass of wine.
“Handsome and talented too.” I was rubbing his
back. “Is the other glass of wine for me or do you have
some hot stud coming over?”
“Nope babe, no hot studs. I don’t have the energy.” He
smiled up at me. “If you’re gonna take your shower
why don’t you take the wine with you and I’ll get
you some clean shorts to wear. I washed clothes when I got
“Sounds good.” I started walking towards the bedroom. “So
how was your day?”
“It was okay.” He sounded tentative. “McAllister,
he’s the president was kinda, well I dunno, maybe distant
is the best word.” David was sitting on the john as I
stripped down for my shower. When I slipped off my boxers David
reached over and cupped my cock and balls. It didn’t
feel necessarily sexual and I didn’t get hard.
“Geez your big! I actually felt embarrassed.
“David come on, this isn’t the first time you’ve
seen it and there’s lots of guys bigger.” He let
“Not that I’ve ever seen.” I took a sip
of the wine and stepped into the shower. David had a way of
coming up with these out of left field comments.
“David, I’ve got something to tell you and I don’t
want you to get mad. I mean I’ve been kinda putting this
off for the last few days.”
His head was in the shower instantly. “What? Oh fuck,
is this gonna be something really terrible? I quickly rinsed
off and turned off the shower.
“I invited my boss to dinner tomorrow.” I felt
“Oh fuck! You had me scared.” He smiled at me. “You
were afraid that I’d be mad?
“Yeah, well mostly cause I put off telling you and cause
it’s like my boss and all. I thought you’d be pissed
David was looking very selfsatisfied. “That’s
so kewl!” He wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed
me. I didn’t have a clue what he was thinking.
“How is that kewl?” I was drying myself off and
then stepping into my shorts.
“It’s kewl that you cared.” He looked at
me quizzically. “You don’t see that?”
“Well…..I guess. You mean you’re happy cause
I was worried that I’d fucked up and that you’d
be pissed and the fact that I was worried meant that I cared?
“Yep. Don’t worry about it sweetheart. You did
good. Come on I’ll feed ya.”
We took our salads and wine out onto the patio and threw some
steaks on the grill. The potatoes were already there.
I sat on one of the chairs on the patio while David was putting
the steaks on. When he was finished he went to sit in the chair
next to me but I grabbed his hand and pulled him onto my lap.
He straddled my lap facing me with his chin on my shoulder.
I had my arms around him.
I’m suffering from a serious David shortage.” I
whispered in his ear and then kissed his neck. “God I
love holding you.” I backed off a bit and lifted up his
tee shirt to look at his incision. “That’s looking
good. Thank god.”
David was looking into my eyes with his own green eyes working
at full blast. “What’s your bosses name?”
“Frank Connelly. You’ll like him, I think.” David
had a little five o’clock shadow going and it was kind
of turning me on. He always looks so hot.
“It sounds like you like him.”
I laughed. “Yeah, I guess I do. He’s really been
pretty kind to me. When he was interviewing me for the job
and found out that I had been an Army Ranger his attitude towards
me changed. He had been a marine and even though he’s
in his late fifties it still shows and somehow we kind of connected.” I
pulled David’s head down for a kiss and then rubbed his
back. “I lot of people aren’t aware of it but Frank
has a masters from Wharton. I mean he can seem kinda gruff
but he also speaks French and German fluently, the guy is no
dummy. His wife Marcy is an incredibly beautiful woman for
someone in their fifties and supposedly she comes from a very
wealthy family. It’s weird, when I see him at corporate
he’s like this very polished guy but when he and I are
alone he reverts to being a marine. Yeah, I like him. I think
I understand him.”
I look into David’s eyes. “God I missed you today!
I held him tight and touched my forehead to his chest. “It’s
almost like physical pain being separated from you.”
David lifted my head up and kissed me deeply. “The only
thing that kept me going today was the thought of this moment.” He
kissed me again. “I’m totally yours Mark, I can’t
imagine it any other way.”
“You gonna be able to deal with Frank coming here?
“Oh hell yes. Can we cook him a steak on the grill or
does it have to be something fancy?”
“No steak is good. I’ll stop and get some tomorrow
and scotch, he likes scotch.”
“Does he know about us?”
“Well I told him that I had a roommate.” I looked
up a David a little sheepishly. “But I’ll explain
it to him tomorrow before he gets here.”
David put his hands on my shoulders. “Mark, however
you need to play it. If you don’t think he can deal with
it, then don’t tell him.”
I looked directly into David’s eyes. “No babe,
I’m telling him tomorrow. If they can deal with it that’s
great, if not they can go fuck themselves.”
David and I ate dinner and then laid together on the chaise
lounge that was on the patio. We were both starved for each
other and we ended the evening with a gentle fuck that took
a very long time and left both of us exhausted. Being able
to fuck David without a condom really made a huge difference,
I mean it’s probably not for everyone but it added a
whole new level to intimacy. When we finally crawled into bed
and I wrapped David in my arms the feeling was so right, so
totally perfect that he and I should be together, it felt like
we were blessed, like even the angels would approve.
Frank arrived about six o’clock the next evening. One
thing that I didn’t tell David was how unusual it was
that the Vice President of Sales would be visiting a fairly
minor sale rep in a backwater of Wisconsin. Our corporate offices
may have been located in Milwaukee but the business we did
in the state compared to say Illinois was miniscule. Part of
the reason might have been that Frank liked me but there had
to be more to it than that.
Frank pulled up in a silver 700 Series BMW, I walked out to
meet him, as usual he was impeccably dressed. For a big guy
Frank was always dressed to the nines, I found out later that
every stitch he had on was made to measure in England but because
of his ever increasing bulk the expensive fabric was always
“Frank, how the fuck are you?” I extended my hand
as I approached him.
“Marky! Hey kid could you have found some place to live
that was maybe even farther off the beaten path?” Frank
gave me a warm handshake that hinted at what his grip must
have at one time been. He shoved both hands in his pockets
and seemed to be appraising everything.
“Peaceful Frank, it’s peaceful.”
Frank looked around. “Well Marky it does appear to be
“Frank, before we go in there’s something that
I want you to know.”
“Can’t it fucking wait until, you’ve poured
me a scotch and I’ve met your boyfriend.” Frank
had a very selfsatisfied smile on his face.
“How the fuck did you know about that?”
“Oh Marky I’ve known about scotch for a very long
“Well…I’ve known that you were gay since
I first interviewed you.” He smiled up at me. “The
Mark Chauvet that I hired was not the happiest guy on the planet.” We
were walking slowly toward the house. “Then a few weeks
ago I find myself talking to this totally happy guy. Even that
dumbass buyer at General Instrument calls me to ask why you’re
so fucking happy.” Fuck it’s hot. I gotta take
this jacket off. Frank peels off the jacket and takes off his
tie and stuffs it into his pocket, his stomach now well over
his belt. “Well Mark, then I make a few discreet inquiries
and bingo my Marky is in love.”
I’m slowly shaking my head. “Frank you’re
something else. So does this bother you? I mean make you uncomfortable?”
“Mark do you want me to fucking beg for scotch?”
“Okay, come on. We’ll get your scotch. You know
you drink too much.”
Frank followed me into the house. “Marky you won’t
think so in thirty years or so.”
David was standing by the stove in Dockers and a light shirt,
stirring something. Frank walked towards him with his hand
“You must be David. My name is Frank Connelly and to
the extend that your Mark has a boss I guess that I’m
him.” The two men shook hands both exuding charm and
sizing each other up.
“Frank,” David said, “we weren’t sure
what scotch you liked but I figured Black Label was a safe
bet and I think that I’ll join you. Mark! Scotch, beer
or wine?” David was bringing out glasses and ice. Then
he looked at the coat over Frank’s arm. “Frank
let me take your coat. I’ve got a wooden hanger in the
closet. David hefted the jacket and then looked it over. He
looked at Frank and smiled. “Beautiful coat, England?”
I was starring at David, probably with my mouth open.
“You’re right David I did have it made in England
and the Black Label will be just fine.” Frank gave me
a look that said “god you’re a dumb fuck.”
I started to say something and then couldn’t remember
what it was.
David hung up the jacket quickly and started pouring the scotch. “Mark?” He
held up the bottle. “Want some?”
“Oh, no, no…I guess I’ll have a beer.” I
suddenly felt very clumsy.
David handed Frank and me our drinks and then smoothly moved
us out onto the patio telling Frank that it was cooler out
there and more comfortable. Then he and Frank talked for fifteen
minutes about our company and how it was doing. I guess that
I was dumbfounded by David’s knowledge, he had obviously
done his homework but it didn’t sound that way. It sounded
like he had this conversation every day of his life. Even Frank
looked impressed. David was so fucking smooth, so at ease,
it made me wonder what else I had missed.
David had just poured Frank and himself a refill and Frank
held up his glass.
“A toast!” Frank looked slowly at both of us. “May
you guys always be as happy as Marcy and I have been.”
I was touched and it must have shown. Frank looked at me and
smiled in a rather fatherly way.
“Mark something that I don’t think you know is
that my grandson Christopher is gay. He’s in his second
year at Stanford. I’m going out to see him next month.” He
looked down at the table for a while and then raised his head
and looked at us. “My asshole son has virtually disowned
him and I want to let him know that not everyone in the family
is fucking nuts.”
David and I both sat forward in our chairs. “Frank….if
there’s anything that we can do.”
“Thanks Mark. I think everything is okay, at least for
the moment. I try and call Chris every few days and we’re
getting to the point where he’s actually beginning to
tell me what he’s thinking.” He looked at both
of us in turn. “What I want for him is what you guys
seem to have. I’ll feel a lot more comfortable when Chris
is in a relationship, a nice stable relationship. Anyway that’s
what I want to do, the direction I want to push him in.”
David looked directly at Frank. “Sometimes Frank a gay
guy needs to talk to another gay guy. Now I’m sure without
even looking that Stanford has a bunch of gay organizations
and probably all the counseling in the world but if he ever
needs to talk to an older gay guy I’d be happy to talk
to him, about anything.
“I appreciate it fellas and I will mention it to him.
Did anyone mention food?”
“Oh fuck,” David said, “I fucking forgot
about it. Well everything is done except the steaks. It’ll
only take a minute.” David jumped up and started throwing
the steaks on the hot grill and putting baked potatoes on plates
and generally setting up the meal.
Frank turned to me and said. “You are one lucky son-of-a-bitch!
Well…..I guess it’s not like you don’t fucking
“I know Frank. I know. And I don’t fucking deserve
him.” Then I remembered his remark. “How the fuck
did you know that I was gay from my interview.”
Frank laughed out loud. “Kid it’s your training.
You can’t fucking lie for shit and actually you didn’t
even try to lie. Whenever I asked you about women or shit like
that you got this weird look on your face and told the absolute
truth. Marky don’t ever go into the spy business.”
David had called us to dinner and we were beginning to chow
down when Frank said.
Marky do you have any fucking clothes that you didn’t
buy at J. C. Penney’s?
I stopped eating and stared at him. “Whadya mean? What’s
wrong with my clothes?”
“Mark at the end of this month I want you to call my
office and tell my secretary that I told you to come in to
see me before I go to see Chris. And…..I want you to
be dressed to impress.” He turned to David with an exasperated
look on his face. “David you gotta help him out here.”
David looked at him. “What kind of impressive do you
want him to be? I mean like…..Italy or England?”
“England with a touch of the U.S.”
“No problem I’ll take him in at the end of the
week.” I was beginning to feel like I wasn’t there.
“Just what the fuck is the matter with my clothes?” They
both looked at me like I was three.
David asked. “Is this a permanent look? I mean does
he need a whole wardrobe?”
“Yes, very possibly if everything goes as I think it
might.” He turned to look at me. “There may be
changes coming. I should know by then.” Then he looked
like something just dawned on him. “Do you have any money,
I mean you can afford to buy the clothes can’t you?”
“Well yeah. I mean how much will this cost? I’ve
got twenty-two thousand in my checking account.”
Frank and David both yelled together. “Twenty-two thousand
in your checking account?” They were looking at me like
I was from another planet.
“Yeah….well….I’ve been meaning to
open a savings account.”
Frank looked at David. David said, “I’ll take
care of it Frank. I’m a banker.” Frank was just
shaking his head.
Later that evening we both walked Frank out to his car. At
the last minute the drivers side window hissed down and Frank
stuck his head out. “Don’t forget the end of the
month. This could be….no will probably be, very important.
I need you there.”
David and I cleaned up the patio and then went in and washed
dishes and put things away. Finally about ten o’clock
we went in to the living room. I laid down on the sofa pulling
off my tee shirt as I did. David got completely naked before
following me and snuggling down into my arms, again using my
upper arm as a pillow.
I had in the back of my mind the idea that I might want to
get a little bit even for some of the abuse that had been heaped
on me earlier. Actually I was thinking in terms of a pretty
aggressive fuck, with David as the recipient. Not, mind you,
that I would ever hurt him and I did realize that David and
Frank only had my best interests at heart.
When I finally looked down at David I realized that he was
crying. I was stunned. I didn’t know what had caused
this and I was very afraid that it was something that I had
done. I touched David’s hair. I was totally lost.
“Oh David. I…I …didn’t mean it. Baby
don’t be mad at me.” I turned his head gently toward
me. “Please David, don’t be mad.
“He’s gonna offer you that job.” The tears
were streaming down his face. “I heard the way he was
talking. You’re getting that job and he’ll want
you to move to the city.
I suddenly realized what he was getting at. I looked down
at him. “God David! You know you’re gonna fucking
kill me.” I looked away. “When I see you cry it’s….it’s
like I’m being stabbed in the heart.”
David turned his face to the side so that he wasn’t
looking at me. I turned it back.
“David please understand……there is no me…..there’s
only us.” He was wiggling under me in a way trying not
to understand. I kissed his eyes. He started to speak and then
stopped. “There is nothing that Frank could offer me
David, there’s nothing that anyone could offer me that
would make me leave you.” I was holding his head steady
and David was starring at me. “I agree that it sounds
like Frank has got some job in mind. But David, he can only
offer, then it’s up to you and me. Yes you little fucker.
You and me.
Nothing David, no power on this earth is getting me to leave
you. If Frank offers then we’ll decide. But David, “we” will
decide. Not me and not even you, we.” I kissed David
hard and after a while he kissed me back.
“I’m sorry Mark. I guess that I get to feeling
insecure.” David was wiping the tears from his eyes with
the palms of his hands. “I just panicked, I wasn’t
thinking.” He looked at me. “I didn’t mean
to do that.” He waved his hand in the air. “Just
pretend that that didn’t happen.”
I stepped over David and stood up and then leaned down and
lifted him off of the sofa.
“Wait Mark! Don’t drop me.” He was trying
to look down to see where the floor was.
I held David in my arm and kissed him. “Let’s
go to bed.” I walked into the bedroom carrying David.
He was beginning to smile.
While we were walking I said. “Now what is this shit
about my clothes?” I laid David down on our bed and laid
down on top of him in between his legs supporting the bulk
of my weight with my elbows.
“Mark,” David was lightly poking my chest with
his finger. “you’re a 46 long with a 36 inch waist.
That’s a 10 inch drop. The drop is your waist size subtracted
from your chest size. A standard drop is 6 inches and when
you get to a drop like you have nothing fits as well as it
should.” David was still lightly tapping my chest. “So
what we need to do is take you shopping to somewhere where
they know how to deal with that. The place I shop in Madison
will be able to handle it. They have some suits that are heavily
tailorable practically made to measure.”
David kept talking and I put an expression on my face like
I was interested but actually I just wanted to hear the sound
of his voice and watch him talk. I really didn’t give
a fuck, if he and Frank wanted me to buy this crap then I would
but right now I just wanted David to talk to me. He’s
so beautiful and when he’s talking about something he
likes his eyes just dance and I get to stare at him without
having to explain why and stroke his hair cause he doesn’t
seem to notice it. So he could have been telling me I was gonna
have to castrate gorilla’s and it wouldn’t have
mattered, I just kept nodding. Eventually I lowered my head
to his chest and he just kept talking, it was wonderful, I
could listen to his heart beating and his breathing and I had
him in my arms.
I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up it was morning
and I had one arm across David’s chest but I had him
pushed all the way over to the edge of the bed. I looked at
the clock and it said 6:23, another seven minutes until the
alarm went off. Why was it we never seemed to have time to
fuck any more. Even if I woke David now there still wouldn’t
be time enough for much of anything. I pulled him to me knowing
that I probably would wake him but it didn’t seem to
make much difference since he had to get up in seven minutes
anyway. He made kind of a mumbling sound but didn’t resist
and soon I had my arms around him. I decided that we would
need to talk about this and somehow make time for us.
That afternoon David and I went to Madison to the place where
he buyes his clothes. Before we went in he told me to give
him my credit card and not to look at the prices. I said. “You’re
“Mark the way I see this is that Frank is going to make
something happen and he needs you to look good and the only
way to really do that quickly is my way. Now if you start looking
at prices it isn’t going to make it any cheaper and it’s
just going to hurt more. Now I’m asking you to trust
me and just go along with whatever I say. Will you do that?”
Well the way that I saw it was that I was screwed no matter
what I did so I just handed David my VISA and thought. Fuck
Twenty-two hundred dollars later I felt dazed. That by the
way represented only three suits, two pairs of shoes some shirts,
ties and belts. David looked satisfied. He said we had made
a good start. Oh fuck!
When we got home we did get the good news that David’s
house had sold and at the price he had asked. He was suppose
to meet the buyers at the bank the next day. The people who
bought David’s house were incredibly nice people, it
turned out that they raised dogs, Weimaraner’s, and the
cyclone fencing around the property was perfect for them. Joe
and Eileen Oberhoffer were their names and we became friends
instantly. David and I walked over there after they got moved
in and David went nuts for the puppies. He was laying down
with them, covered in puppies.
God he looked beautiful! That black hair, again askew and
those green eyes flashing.
David was dressed in jeans and that thirty inch waist and cute
little butt made him look unbelievably sexy and being covered
in puppies, well that didn’t hurt either. I any event
the Oberhoffer’s became good friends of ours. Our being
gay seemed to be taken by them to be a given and apparently
made no difference whatsoever and they added a lot to the remainder
of the summer, sharing many a cookout with us.
A few days later David and I went and picked up my new clothes
and as much as I hate, and I do mean hate, to admit it, they
did look great. The end of the month and the end of the summer
were pretty close to being at hand and I called Frank’s
secretary and made an appointment. Gloria, Frank’s secretary,
was even nicer than usual and the feeling that I was getting
was that some sort of new job was in the offing. I decided
that it was time for David and I to have a talk.
I waited until after dinner and then pulled him down with
me unto the sofa, fully clothed. I was lying on my back and
David was straddling my hips.
“Okay baby, talk to me. What do you think about this
whole Frank thing.” I was rubbing his thighs.
“It scares me.” He held up his hand. “No
wait…I mean while the whole idea of uncertainty is scary…well
this is gonna happen no matter what we think.”
I brushed his hair out of his eyes. “You said yourself
that they’ve never really treated you the same at the
bank and David with your degree you can get a job anywhere.”
“I know. God your dick feels big!”
I took both his hands in mine. “No dick talk! David
we have to decide this.” I was trying to sound severe
because I didn’t want the conversation to deteriorate
but I still had to smile.
“I know.” David said in an exasperated voice and
then laid his head on my chest. “There’s this huge
part of me that doesn’t want one fucking thing to change
and this other more realistic part of me that knows it has
to.” He mumbled into my chest. “God you feel good.” He
moved up on me a little and kissed me then laid his head under
“We, I mean the company, uses this great service that
you just call and they ask you like a million questions and
then turn out a resume for you.” I kissed the top of
his head. “Want me to get their number?”
David lifted his head and looked at me. “Do I get a
fuck outta this?”
“You bet baby.”
”Mark, this fuck, you wouldn’t consider wearing
your old uniform….would you?”
“Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh David grrrrrrrr!”
As it turned out Frank was right all along. It’s really
hard to tell how much of what happened was engineered by Frank
but his fingerprints were all over it. Ultimately our company
was bought out by a German company and Frank was made managing
director of American operations. One of the many parts of the
new company, when you include the European operations, was
a manufacturer of tools used to make weaponry and that’s
where Frank planned to use me. I guess that in the three days
that I was in Milwaukee I met with sixty or so executives and
engineers from the European subsidiaries. They wanted a hunk
of the U.S. armaments business bad and offered me the job of
Regional Sales Manager for everything west of the Mississippi
and as it happened that included sixty-five percent of the
very special business they were interested in, very special
David had come with me to Milwaukee and the first day that
I got back to the hotel I told him that I thought it was a
deal. God I was tired
“I know, Frank called me and told me.”
“He fucking what?”
David was sitting on my butt rubbing my back. “Don’t
get all excited. He just called and said it looked like it
was going through and I might want to look for a house.”
I grunted. “And that doesn’t seem fucking outta
line to you? I didn’t even know for sure.”
“Frank was just trying to keep me involved. He’s
a smart guy. He was covering his bases.”
“Oh fuck! We have to find a house! David how the fuck
are ever gonna do all this?”
“Not only a fucking house! I still need a job you know.” He
was digging his thumbs into the base of my neck.
I looked back at David. “Shit, you’re right. I
totally forgot about that. Sorry babe.”
“Frank is sending a real estate agent over tomorrow.
You’re going to be in meetings all day. You trust me
to pick out a half dozen houses as finalists and then we can
go together to look at them?”
“How do we get a mortgage when we don’t even know
for sure we’re employed. Oh god, a little lower. Yeah
“Well I kinda already took care of that, well in a way
I lifted my head and looked back at David. “Do I want
to know the details?”
“Uh, probably not.” He leaned over and kissed
me. “Just be glad that I’m on your side.”
I reached back and pulled David down onto the bed and wrapped
my arms around him. He looked up at me with so much trust. “I
am glad David.” I kissed him for a very long time while
running my fingers through his hair. I slowly undressed him,
the shirt button by button, sucking on his nipples, the shoes
and socks one at a time, massaging his feet, his pants and
underwear together and very quickly. He was laying on his stomach
his gorgeous ass splayed out beneath me. I licked my way to
it slowly, lightly biting the mounds of his ass and then spreading
them wide with my hands. David had started making the David
sound softly when his pants came off and it had been getting
louder. He gasped when my tongue started circling into his
asshole. I spent a lot of time with my face buried there and
then pulled his ass up as a knelt behind him. The only lube
I used was spit and David was thrashing back and forth his
hands twisting the bedspread as I entered him.
“Oh fuck Mark! Oh fuck babe! Ungh, ungh, ungh!” He
was pushing back against me.
I leaned over David so that my stomach and chest were covering
him completely. “My cock is in you babe! You’re
so tight, so fucking tight!”
“Mark, oh shit! Bury that fucking dick in me! Baby you
feel so fucking good in me!”
I climbed up on top of David carrying all my weight on my
legs and started slamming downward into him. My cock was aimed
straight for his prostate, he was going crazy and his back
was covered in sweat. David was making little whimpering sounds
and I lifted him upright while still fucking him and started
to jerk his cock. He shot quickly his asshole spasming around
my cock. It was all I could do not to shoot. I pulled my cock
out of David’s ass and pushed him unto his back. Then
I straddled his chest and pointed my cock at his mouth. David
frantically opened his mouth as a began shooting, load after
creamy white load being pumped into his mouth.
We were laying next to each other trying to catch our breath.
We turned and looked at each other and kissed. I knew the cum
that I was tasting was mine.
“God I love fucking you!”
“Don’t ever change!”
I picked up David’s hand and kissed it. “You pick
out the house babe. Whatever you think will be good.”
David turned on his side and looked at me. He laughed a little.
“What? What’s so funny?”
David laughed again. “If you only knew how good my ass
feels.” He put his hand on my chest. “I’ll
get pictures and floor plans then tomorrow night we can narrow
it to say a couple and then if I have to I’ll make an
offer. Would you rather have more land, more house or both?”
I pulled David on top of me and kissed him. “The most
important thing for me is that you like it.”
David rolled his eyes. “God you’re so easy.”
I was stroking David’s hair. “Shit tomorrow is
going to be a bitch of a day but if you need me call. You know
it’s weird how Frank thrives on this. You ought to see
him, Mr. Internationalist. He does it well.” Stroking
David’s hair was having the usual effect and I gently
rolled him off of me and I got behind him and took him in my
arms. While he was falling asleep I was worrying, could I do
the job, would we find a house, would David find a job, would
he like it here and most important of all, would he keep loving
Moving has got to be like the worst thing ever and we were
doing it on what was so far the worst day of the year and it
also happened to be David’s birthday October 29th. I
had been at our old house getting the moving van on it’s
way while David was at the new house waiting for the moving
van to arrive there. He was also waiting for the new furniture
we bought to be delivered and for the furnace guy to come and
get that working properly.
After the movers left our old house I had to take off for
the city for what I hoped would be a brief meeting at work.
By the time I and the van left the snow was coming down at
an unbelievable rate and what should have been a two hour drive
became a four hour drive. I had three birthday presents for
David but so far I hadn’t told him about any of them.
I kinda wanted them to be a surprise. I had been in touch with
David all day using my cell phone and things were going from
bad to worse. It didn’t look like I was going to even
get to the office until something like five o’clock but
they said that the meeting was still on so god only knew what
time I’d get home. So far twelve inches of snow had fallen
and they were predicting another eight with blizzard conditions.
On top of all of this was David’s general mood. While
he had gotten a great job with and insurance company he hadn’t
started it yet and he was nervous about that. Then there was
all the shit attendant to buying a house and getting it functioning.
The furniture that we had wasn’t really right for the
new house so we had bought a lot of new stuff which was suppose
to be delivered today but now who the hell knew. Basically
David was sitting there with a few lamps and some blankets
that he bought. The furnace for some fucking reason would not
get the house above fifty-five and while they had promised
to come out now all bets were off. Every time I talked to David
he sounded worse, not that he would ever say anything but I
could hear it in his voice. Everything regarding the house
had fallen on David’s shoulders and the weather was turning
everything into a disaster and on top of that he had to be
thinking that his lover had forgotten his birthday.
It was eight o’clock when I pulled into our driveway
which seemed to be covered with easily a foot of snow. Thank
god for automatic garage door openers, I was able to pull right
into the garage. I really wasn’t sure what my reception
was going to be and I took David’s first birthday present
in with me.
David had built a fire in the fireplace and had brought out
all the quilts and pillows he had and created kind of a nest
next to the fire. He looked so tired and well kind of defeated
which is not David at all, nothing ever defeats him. I looked
around the corner from the kitchen.
“You still talking to me?”
His voice was a hoarse whisper. “Sure. It’s, “ he
raised his hand and then dropped it, “It’s just
that nothing has worked. I’ve tried everything Mark and
nothing works. We don’t even have a bed.” He turned
away from me.
I went over and sat next to him. I put my hand on the back
of his neck. “It’ll be okay. Honest baby it’s
gonna be okay. I got you a birthday present.” I handed
him the large box.
“How did you know it was my birthday?” He turned
away from me again. I could tell he was crying. “I don’t
know why I’m so down. I’m sorry you don’t
need me to be like this.”
I pulled him to me. He was dressed in gray sweats. “It’s
okay to be down David but tomorrow all of these problems will
be gone. I promise that I’ll make it okay.”
David lifted up the blanket. “Why don’t you get
under the covers, you’ll get cold.”
“I have two more presents for you David, there out in
the car, I’ll get them.” I kissed David and walked
out to the garage. I opened the car door. “Joe, I hope
I did the right thing bringing you here. I hope he’s
ready for you.”
I walked back in to David and knelt down in front of him. “David
this is Joe.” I opened the hunting coat I was wearing
and Joe jumped out onto David’s lap.
David came immediately to life. “Oh wow! It’s
a fucking puppy.” He smiled fully at me and for the first
time I saw those emerald eyes flashing. The puppy was trying
to climb David seeming to use his pink tongue for propulsion. “You
got this from Joe and Eileen.”
“Yep. You like him then?” I sat down next to David
and watched the two of them play.
The puppy had turned into a licking machine and was working
on David’s face. I was a little envious.
“I fucking love him!” David was trying to keep
the puppies tongue out of his own mouth by twisting his head. “I
don’t even want to think about how we’re going
to take care of him but we’ll work it out. He likes to
French kiss, that’s a good sign.”
“I like to French kiss too.”
David turned to me. “Oh baby, I’ve been a total
bitch!” He moved Joe so that he was cradling him and
he had less freedom of movement. “Kiss me and tell me
that you still love me.”
I knelt and took David’s face in my hands. “I
still love you.” I said seriously and kissed him, the
puppy wiggling between us.
“Okay buddy, what’s the third present? What, you
thought I’d forget?”
“Well okay but…….don’t freak out….
I mean it doesn’t have to be like official or anything…….if
that makes you uncomfortable.” David looked confused.
I took out the little blue box.
David said. “Tiffany’s!”
“I wanted something good.”
He opened the small blue box. “They’re wedding
rings.” David looked a little shocked.
I took out David’s. “Yours has an inscription.”
David looked at me and then took my hand. “What does
I moved my lips very close to David’s
“For David, my life.”