Protecting David Chapter 20
Emma rescued me from a group of politicians and taking my arm
led me to a quiet corner of the room where we sat together
on a fragile looking settee. The room behind us glittered
with crystal and candlelight, tuxedo’s with starched
white shirts and jewels hanging from the throats of elegantly
dressed women. The men and women seemed to separate by sexes
with the men standing with cigars and their hands in their
pockets and the women talking animatedly together.
Emma’s voice was a mystery, a combination of delicate
accents that spoke of Richmond as much as Boston with more
than a touch of New York and Washington. Her hands seemed fragile
and touched my hand or arm periodically in punctuation, like
butterflies landing for a moment and then fleeing.
“Mark, you’ve had a successful week, or at least
so Monty tells me.” It had been more successful than
anything that I had ever imagined. The unspoken sponsorship
of the Block family was like a magic wand, everyone wanted
to talk to me.
“Thanks mainly to you and Monty, Emma. I’m not
so sure that those folks would have given me the time of day
otherwise. But yes, it has been a good week.”
“Well I can’t speak for Monty but Lord, even though
most of these folks would do about anything for a free meal
I can’t believe that an invitation for a dinner here
would have that much effect on them.”
We sat for a moment saying nothing, just listening to the
music from the quartet at the other end of the room and the
steady rise and fall of other peoples conversations. Emma was
one of the few women that I had known that I felt totally comfortable
with, as if we shared a deep bond that joined us together on
some wordless level.
Emma took my left hand in hers and then leaned back and looked
at me. “Okay, now what do you suppose that they’re
doing at this very moment?”
I looked at Emma and raised a questioning eyebrow.
Emma smiled. “The people that you’ve been thinking
about for most of the evening, David and Alex.”
I laughed. “I’m that transparent?”
She touched my arm. “Just when it comes to them. So
what are they doing………..right now?”
“Oh,” I glanced at my watch, “I would think
that about now David would be trying to get Alex to bed, maybe
reading him a story. David’s been reading him a bit of
Treasure Island every night.”
“Mark, don’t try and tell me that you don’t
have a picture of Alex in your wallet. Now let me see it.”
I pulled my wallet out of my pants pocket and a bit sheepishly
handed over a picture of Alex.
“My Lord, he’s beautiful! That hair, who took
this photo, it’s fantastic?”
“A friend of ours, he’s a dentist but he likes
to mess around with photography. It is cool the way that he
got Alex’s hair back lit like that. It captures the kinda
other worldly quality that seems to surround him when the light
is just right.” I looked at Emma. “He’s a
good boy.”
“Of that I’m certain, Mark. You and David wouldn’t
raise a little boy to be any other way. Now I want you to promise
that you’ll bring him to Washington so that I can meet
him.” She glanced around the room as if imagining Alex
there. “It would be wonderful to see a little boy running
around this house again.”
“Sure, Emma, he was here once for a few days, that first
time that I met you Alex was back at the hotel………….with
babysitters but yes, we’ll bring him again.”
“Rumor has it that you hired Ted Olson to run the office
here.”
“Yes, yes I did. We reached an agreement yesterday.
I think he’ll be good.”
“Better than most people know, Mark. Ted is one of the
most undervalued people in Washington. His wife was killed
in an automobile accident a few years ago and Ted pretty much
fell apart. Well, in this town, you’re not ever suppose
to fall apart no matter what happens. The idiots! The thing
is that he’s pretty much over that now and he’s
got experience that you simply couldn’t duplicate and
he’s loyal too. Not a commodity in excess supply around
here.”
I held Emma’s hand and lightly massaged it. “He’s
got some great ideas for doing the office here. I’ve
pretty much given him a free hand with it.”
“He won’t let you down, Mark. You’ll be
impressed with what he turns out.”
“I think so too. Nice guy. Meeting with General Shetlan
tomorrow. He’s introducing me to the military types and
the DOD guys.”
Emma laughed. “Well, I was going to say that you’ll
have a boring time but then I thought how you boys love talking
to one another.” Emma continued to smile and slowly shook
her head. “It’ll be all rockets and bombs and things
that go bang.”
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General Shetlan sent a car and driver for me, it wasn’t
anything likes the Block family limo but a sensible black four
door chevy with a military driver. The General’s home
was in Virginia and was set well back on a large tract of land,
done in white painted brick it seemed to go on forever in every
direction. It occurred to me that this setup wasn’t paid
for on a military man’s salary.
The General met me on the front porch. He took one look at
me and laughed.
“Rich wife!” He took me by the arm and led me
up the stairs. “You were wondering how the hell I could
afford this weren’t you?”
“Well, now that you mention it, I guess that I was.”
“Not that it matters but she wasn’t very rich
when I married her. She ended up inheriting it. But I guess
that it’s all the same.” General Shetlan, or Jimmy
as he had begun insisting that I call him, led me into the
house that seemed packed with men. Some were in suits, some
in casual clothes and some in uniform but they all seemed very
relaxed and were helping themselves to beer and food set up
at a huge buffet.
“This little get together lets me pay off a lot of iou’s
that I’ve accumulated over the year, well, at least partially.
Anyway the guys love getting out of DC and having a chance
to just be jerks for a day. I figured that this was the perfect
chance for you to meet some of the guys that you haven’t
had a chance to meet yet without worrying about how the fuck
your dressed. Besides I found the perfect guy to introduce
you around. This fucker knows everyone.” We were approaching
a gray haired man from behind who was seated on a sofa. He
turned as he heard us getting near to him.
“Marky! I was wondering when the fuck you’d get
here!”
“Frank! What are you, the fucking Scarlet Pimpernel?
How’d you get here?”
Frank shoved his unlit cigar in his mouth and talked around
it. “Car plane car. Okay you’re up to speed.” He
patted the sofa next to him. “Sit down kid. Tell me how
it’s goin.”
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Due to the new security measures at airports David could no
longer meet me at the gate so he and Alex waited outside of
the gate area. I kissed David and wrapped my arms around Alex’s
back as he jumped up and wrapped his legs around my waist.
One of the great advantages of having an office in Washington
was that I could leave a bunch of clothing there and could
travel light.
“Dad, wait till you see the driveway!”
The leaves were beginning to fall in sudden bursts, great
clouds of orange and brown twisting and twirling as they fell
to the ground. There seemed to be squirrels everywhere, chattering
between themselves while they ran, rolled and tumbled through
the crunchy leaves.
Just as last year, David and Alex had lined the driveway with
carved pumpkins and Alex was pulling me along giving me the
story behind each one. It suddenly dawned on me that he looked
bigger than he did when I left. Surely he couldn’t have
grown that much in a week, it, of course, had to be that my
point of view had been reset by being gone for a week.
Alex was still talking and holding my fingers when I hunkered
down next to him and watched him as he talked. He was thin
and I was pretty sure that he’d never be anything but
and in the afternoon light his eyes were a brilliant blue.
Now that I was more on his level he moved in between my legs
and threw an arm over my shoulder in exaggerated camaraderie
and I wrapped my left arm around him.
“You can see, Dad! We’ve been working hard!”
“I see that! How long did this take you guys?”
“I long time, Dad! Weeks and weeks!” Well, I had
only been gone for one week but that was just a detail. “We
wanted it to be done for when you got back!”
“Well you sure did a wonderful job.” I pulled
Alex into me and kissed him on the side of his neck while I
hugged him. “It’s really pretty to come home to.
And it’s pretty good to come home to you too. I missed
you.”
Alex’s face lit up and he smiled broadly. “I missed
you too, Dad. I missed you a lot!”
I felt David’s hand on my shoulder and stood up and
started steering Alex into the garage. He was marching ahead
of us using high marching steps and swinging his arms as he
headed for the door that led into the house. I put my left
hand around David’s neck and pulled him quickly to me
for a walking kiss. Behind the door to the house I could hear
the clicking of Joe’s toenails on the tile. His frustration
at not being outside was causing him to begin to whine and
when I opened to door he went ballistic and wouldn’t
calm down until I actually picked him up and held him while
he tried licking me to death.
With his pale taupe color and blue eyes Joe always had this
ghost like quality about him and I couldn’t help but
remember carrying him into that house inside of my coat.
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Alex and Joe were tearing down the hall together and I bent
down and scooped a screaming Alex up on the fly. I threw him
over my shoulder and ducked into the den with him.
“What, Dad?” He was breathless and giggling. “Why’d
ya grab me?”
I sat in the desk chair with Alex facing me on my lap. “You
know who’s birthday it’s gonna be pretty soon?”
Alex looked up at me hopefully. “Mine, Dad?”
“No, sweetheart. Yours isn’t for a couple of months.
It’s gonna be David’s.” I had to smile at
the disappointed look that washed over his face. “Are
you gonna buy him a present?”
“I don’t have any money, Dad. Well, maybe there’s
a little in my elephant bank. Would that be enough?” Mike
had bought Alex a ceramic bank in the shape of an elephant.
“I’ll give you the money, Alex. But you gotta
pick it out. It’d mean a lot more to David if he knew
that it was something that you picked out for him. So what
I was figuring was that you and I would go to the mall on Saturday
and buy him a present that would be just from you. Wanna do
that?”
“That’d be cool, Dad but what’ll I get him?”
Well, Alex, that’s what you’ve got to figure out
and you’ve only got a few days to do it. You have to
talk to David and try to figure out what he’d like but
you can’t let him know what you’re doing cause
it’s supposed to be a surprise.”
“Should we get him something fuckin good, Dad?” I’m
not sure but I think my eyes crossed. Was this something that
he heard me say, or David? We really did try to be careful
but little boys hear everything.
“Where did you hear that word, Alex?” I can’t
imagine what the expression on my face must have looked like
but Alex kinda froze.
“Tommy told me. Is it a bad word, Dad?”
“Well……….it’s a bad word mostly
and it’s especially a bad word when little boys use it.”
“Is it a bad word when grownups use it, Dad?”
“Yes………….well, there may be
a time or two when it isn’t but mostly it is and you
sure shouldn’t be using it.”
“Are you mad at me cause I said it.” Alex’s
face had become totally serious.
“Nope. See, Alex, it’s just one of the things
ya gotta learn and nobody is born knowin all this stuff. You
wouldn’t expect me to be mad at ya for not knowing something
that ya never got a chance to learn. Would ya?” Alex
kept his serious expression and shook his head slowly, no. “Well,
anyway, there’s gonna be lots of stuff that Tommy tells
you or that somebody else tells you and some of it is gonna
be good and some maybe not so good.”
I pulled Alex onto my lap. “Kiddo, this is one of the
things Dad’s are good at, or at least they should be.
Whenever you’re wondering about something just come and
ask me. I won’t ever be mad at you, Alex, as long as
you’re being honest and kind and remember that you can
ask me anything.” I touched his hair. “You can
talk to me about anything, son. I’m like, totally on
your side and nothing that you ever say or do is gonna change
that one bit.”
I smiled. “Unless of course I decide to feed you to
the alligators that live in the basement.”
“DAD!!! You promised that you wouldn’t talk about
alligators in the basement anymore!
I laughed and pulled Alex to my chest and kissed his the top
of his head. “Okay, okay! No more alligators in the basement.
Boy, you sure are a spoil sport!”
“I hate alligators!” Alex gave an exaggerated
shiver.
I kissed the top of his head again. “You don’t
have to worry about alligators, Sweetheart. Besides, I think
the bears ate em.”
“DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
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I finished toweling off my hair and walked out of the bathroom
and sat naked next to where David was lying on his side watching
me. “Well, four years old and our son has already learned
to say “fuck”.
David sat bolt upright. “What? Where the fuck……………?”
I smiled and kissed his forehead. “Well, god knows that
it couldn’t have been us, we’d never use language
like that.”
David started to turn and open his mouth.
“It wasn’t us, Babe! Tommy provided the instruction.” I
turned and kissed David’s neck where a large vein was
pulsing. “But you can also bet that he’s heard
us say it too. Just probably didn’t sink in or maybe
mean anything to him.”
David pivoted and laid on his stomach burying his face in
the pillow. His voice was muffled. “I knew that it had
to happen.” He turned and looked up at me and smiled. “It’s
like the beginning of the end. I figure he’ll be buying
a motorcycle and smoking any day now.”
I ran my hands inside David’s boxer shorts and squeezed
his butt. “Well unless he’s got way more in that
elephant bank then I figure possible I don’t think he
can afford either of those things.”
I turned my body so that I was lying next to David on the
bed my naked body pressed to his. I laid my head on his shoulder
so that my face was buried in the crook of his neck and my
left leg was across his body.
“I don’t think that we have to worry about Alex.
First of all he’s a really decent and loving kid and
unless we fuck up big time he’ll stay that way. Yes I
know, there’s that word again.” David was rubbing
my shoulders lightly and he just grunted. “You know,
the thing is that if Alex asks me why he can’t use that
word I’m not too sure that I can come up with a really
great reason. Except, of course, the whole socially unacceptable
line. After all it just describes an act of love and lust that
supposedly nobodies ashamed of.”
David began running his fingers through my hair. It felt wonderful
and I really wanted to just fall asleep with my head on his
chest and knock off about twenty hours. It had been a tiring
trip.
“Well, you did tell him not to use the word didn’t
you?”
“Yep.”
“I mean we can’t have him talking like that.”
“Emma wants me to bring him to Washington.” I
yawned and snuggled closer. “She thinks………………well,
I guess that I don’t really know what she thinks but
she wants to meet him.”
David must have realized just how exhausted I was because
while we continued talking he pulled the covers over us and
continued to stroke my hair.
“She’s got this thing about him,” I yawned
again and snuggled deeper, “really wants to meet him.”
The next thing that I was aware of was the feeling that my
cock was both hard and being held in David’s hand and
that some time had passed. I couldn’t quite get myself
to open my eyes and wasn’t even totally awake but some
primal part of me was causing me to thrust my hips forward,
the basic male desire to fuck. Then I felt a sudden wet warmth
and some part of me knew that I was inside of David and I wrapped
my arms around him and buried my face in his hair while I fucked
him. I still hadn’t opened my eyes but somehow knew that
it was dark in the room, the early pre-dawn hours.
I felt David wrap his right leg behind my mine and his hand
pull mine tighter to his chest while the only sound that he
was making was a rhythmic gasping sound. In my mind we were
in a park somewhere and we were both fucking and yet sitting
and talking together and some other part of me was totally
aware of where we were and what we were doing.
What my cock was doing in his ass was so clear in my mind,
the way that his muscles were stretched and then how they grasped
my cock, holding onto it as I dragged it slowly outward and
then when I came it was almost like I was watching my cock
shoot, time after time, great sprays of semen filling him,
spilling out of him, running over my hip, soaking the bedding.
The next thing I knew David was sitting on the edge of the
bed wrapped in his white terry cloth bathrobe with a cup of
coffee in his hand and the sun was streaming in through the
window.
I finally managed to keep one eye open, my voice sounded hoarse. “That
for me?”
David put his right hand on the side of my face and then bent
and kissed me. “You ready for it or ya wanna sleep some
more?”
I smiled at him. “If I opened my mouth could you just
pour it in?”
“You’re ready for it.”
I wrapped my hand around his leg and held it. “We fuck
last night or did I dream that?”
“I guess that I instigated it. You were hard and I started
to play…………..and one thing led to another.”
I gently pulled him down on the bed next to me and pinned
him down with my body as I looked at him. “I didn’t
hurt you did I? I wasn’t even sure that it was real.
Was I too rough?”
David black hair was splayed out over the white pillowcase
and his emerald eyes were even more intense than usual. “It
was perfect, different than usual but still perfect.”
“I didn’t forget you know…………….happy
birthday. I called George and made a reservation for us for
dinner tonight. Did Alex give you his present?”
David smiled. “He was really sweet. Maybe I’ll
wear it tonight.”
I slid my hand inside his bathrobe and lightly held the side
of his naked body. “I kinda like you this way……………all
bare assed and needing a shave.”
I heard Alex walking down the hallway and talking to Joe just
a second before bursting into our room.
“Dad, when are ya gettin up? We’re supposed to
have a birthday breakfast. That’s what Mrs. Meurer says.”
I slid my hand smoothly out of David’s bathrobe and
rolled over to face Alex and Joe. “Comere ya little critter!” I
grabbed David and hauled him up onto the bed next to me. Joe
jumped up and sat very close. Alex was laughing and rolling
into a ball in case I tried to tickle him.
“Honest, Dad! Mrs. Meurer says we gotta come and eat.” He
was rolling over until he was wrapped up in my arms, a warm
little boy in blue flannel pajamas.
“What are we having, Alex?”
“All kinds of stuff, Dad! Eggs and sausages and bacon
and potatoes and toast.” He rubbed his eyes with his
fists. “Is it gonna be my birthday soon, Dad?”
“December 1st, about another month, Kiddo.”
“Am I gonna get good stuff, Dad?”
“I was thinking maybe we’d get ya a years supply
of vegetables, cauliflower maybe.”
“Dad! Noooo vegetables! Boys don’t want vegetables.
I wanna bike. You think I’ll get a bike?”
David stood up, adjusted his bathrobe and held out his hand
to Alex. “Come on, Sweetheart. Let’s give Mark
a chance to take a quick shower. You can show me my birthday
breakfast. Okay?”
Alex jumped up and grabbed David’s hand and then used
it to swing himself off of the bed. Joe was already running
ahead and looking back to make sure that they were coming.
I headed into the bathroom and took my shower, wondering if
they would be able to get my present to David installed in
the short time we would be out to dinner that night.
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Walking into our favorite restaurant the owner, George, immediately
kidnapped Alex, showing him off to other diners and eventually
handing him into his wife’s outstretched arms. Alex claims
that he hates this but whenever we want to go out to dinner
George’s is the only restaurant he ever wants to go to.
Usually after about fifteen minutes of this baloney we get
our kid back with a smug smile on his face. Alex takes his
place between us in a booth, kneeling so that he’s high
enough to be sure of our attention. When we began taking Alex
with us to restaurants we both automatically and without discussing
it stopped drinking our usual martini and started opting for
Coke instead.
Alex put both hands flat on the table and leaned over towards
me. “David’s wearing my birthday present!”
“I know and it looks great on him. Matches his eyes.” I
glanced at David whose black hair was beginning to hang down
over his forehead.
Alex looked momentarily perplexed then he knee walked toward
David and peered into his eyes. “Yeah!” He sat
back on his haunches to contemplate this development and stared
at David’s face. “Your eyes are green, Dad!”
David smiled and put his hand on the side of Alex’s
face. “You noticed that did you?”
Alex turned his head to me. “David’s eyes are
green, like the sweater.” Then in a sudden shift of interest. “I
want a hamburger, Dad, but I don’t wanna have vegetables.” He
was slowly shaking his head.
David touched Alex’s shoulder. “You’re gonna
have at least a salad.”
Alex just stared up at him. “Okay but can I have fries?”
Out of the corner of my eye I could see a man in the far corner
of the restaurant staring and frowning at us, from time to
time he would turn to his wife and seemed to be talking angrily.
I didn’t say anything to David and he couldn’t
see the guy from where he was sitting. I wanted to go over
and beat the guy to a pulp. It had been a long time since I
had been in a fight and an even longer time since I had been
in combat. It seems weird to say it but there’s something
pleasurable about it, something frightening but deeply satisfying
and for a few moments I could imagine my fist connecting with
that guys face, the crunch of bone and the spattering of blood
and I could remember the adrenaline rush.
I forced it not to show on my face and then forced it from
my mind.
“David, you haven’t asked me what I’ve gotten
you for your birthday.” I swore that he could read my
mind and a shadow passed over his eyes for just a second and
then disappeared.
He smiled at me. “Well, it’s gotta have something
to do with computers because I found out that you been talking
to my IT guys about something for the house.”
“Did they tell you what?”
“Nope, they’re all acting innocent, don’t
know what I’m talking about.” He leaned back and
crossed his legs. “You know that I’ve got all the
computers that I could ever use, so it can’t be that.”
Alex leaned into David. “Maybe he got you a bike, Dad.” He
turned and looked at me. “Is it a bike? Did you get him
a bike?”
The waiter brought our food to the table and after getting
it sorted out he stepped back, look hard at Alex and pretended
to draw a six-shooter and fired. Alex grabbed his chest and
collapsed on the seat of the booth for two seconds and then
sat up laughing. As the waiter was walking away Alex explained. “Darren
and I were playin cowboys.”
David looked like he was about to swallow his tongue so I
thought that I better do a little diverting. “David you
live all day with some of the most sophisticated electronic
stuff on the planet so I thought that maybe something older
and more handmade might be nice. The reason your guys have
been acting so weird is that it’s being installed in
your office at home right now and I wanted at least one of
your guys there so nothing got screwed up.”
David sat up straight. “Well what the fu…………..what
is it?”
I took a bite of steak and talked while I was eating, exactly
what we tell Alex not to do. “It’s an old wall
mounted astronomical regulator, a clock, made in the late 1800’s
by the Edward Howard Clock Company. They had to be really accurate
because they used them to time the movement of the stars. I
had told Emma that I was kinda thinking in this direction and
she musta put the word out cause we had one in two days but
then we had to have it refurbished and there’s not all
that many people left who can do that, at least not to the
original standard.” I looked at him and kinda ducked
my head and then looked at him again. He was smiling. “I
hope you like it.”
He was looking straight at me across the table his eyes had
taken on a calm, deep quality like dark emeralds and his voice
was soft and warm. “It’s perfect, I know that I’ll
love it.”
Later that evening we walked into his office and there on
the ten foot high wall was the seven foot high Howard Regulator
doing exactly what Edward Howard had designed it to do more
than a hundred years before. The huge pendulum was slowly swinging,
ticking away the seconds, the hours and the days impervious
to the perils of the century and a half since its creation.