Protecting David – Growing Up 4
Mark
What do I say to a fifteen, almost sixteen-year-old boy, who’s
fallen in love? Sure, Alex, you can fuck Tommy in the basement,
or let him fuck you. Oh hi, Mr. Moran. Sure we knew that Alex
and Tommy were having sex in the basement. You’re not
upset that our kids are porkin each other in our recreation
room, are you?
On the other hand if we tell Alex that he can’t have
sex with Tommy, we’re the jerks who’ve told young
love that it cannot be. Good luck with that one. My father
never tried to stop me from having sex when I was fifteen because
he didn’t know about it. The thing is that I’m
thinking that maybe that’s the best way. Maybe there’s
some stuff that parents shouldn’t know about.
Alex was sitting at the end of the sofa with an embarrassed
look on his face. Sometimes we blurt out the things that we
least want to say.
I looked at him and then set my newspaper down. “Comere,
Alex.”
He looked a little worried but he slid down the sofa towards
me. I reached out and squeezed the back of his neck to let
him know that nothing terrible was gonna happen.
“Can I talk to you about, Tommy?”
“Yeah, Dad. But I love him.”
I groaned and dropped my head back against the sofa. “Alex,
love is such a big word.”
“I know, Dad but I do love him.”
“Do you love me, Alex, and David?” He ducked his
head sensing a trap.
“Sure I do.”
I reached over and rubbed his shoulder. “But it’s
different with Tommy isn’t it?”
“Yeah, Dad, it is.”
“It’s more intense with Tommy?”
“Yeah, and there’s more to it. In a way.”
“You’ve loved David and me for a long time and
you pretty much understand where we’re coming from. Right?”
“Yeah, well I’ve loved you guys for as long as
I can remember. Like forever.”
“How long have you loved Tommy?”
Alex lifted himself up and crossed his legs and sat down on
them. “Geez, forever. A couple of years anyway.”
“When did you find out how he felt?”
“Yesterday.”
“So there’s still a lot that you guys have to
try to understand about each other.”
“Yeah, I guess. But it’s just stuff. It’s
not really big stuff.”
“No, just lots of little things. It just takes time
and compromises, Alex. You gotta share if you’re going
to have any kind of relationship. You both have to give in
on things.”
Joe came walking carefully into the family room. Alex brightened
and slapped his hand against his leg. “Here boy, come
on.” Joe walked over and sat next to Alex. Arthritis
was a problem and we gave him pills that the vet gave us but
Joe was getting old, he looked up at Alex with adoring blue
eyes as his pink tongue darted in and out.
David
Mark and I were sitting in a pair of overstuffed chairs in
my office. We each had a badly needed drink in our hands.
I said. “I knew that I’d rue the day that our
little boy learned how to fuck.” Mark tilted his head
and gave me a little grin. I grinned back. “Too much
like mom?”
“Maybe just a bit. Anyway, that’s what boys do…………whether
their parents want them to or not.” Mark slung his leg
over the arm of the chair and held out his hand to me. I went
to him and kinda sat in his lap leaning my head back against
his shoulder.
I spoke softly. “I sooooo don’t want him to be
hurt.”
“Yeah me too………..but it’s part
of it. Hey! Who knows, Tommy might be the perfect guy for him.” He
kissed the side of my neck. “Twenty years from now they
might be having this same conversation.”
“Geez, twenty years! I wish we had been together since
we were fifteen.”
Mark laughed. “I don’t think that I was all that
hot back then. Maybe on a good day I could tie my own shoes.”
“I bet you were horny all the time and beat off like
five times a day.”
Mark laughed again. “Well, probably not five but a lot.”
Mark ran his hands over my hair and asked me. “You decided
what you’re gonna do yet, with the business?”
I rolled the back of my head against his chest. “Not
yet. It’s too early. Emi emailed me and said that he
had two strong expressions of interest, one German and one
French.
We’ll see.”
Mark tightened his grip around my waist. “You don’t
need to do anything. I know that you hate the commercial end
of it so why not just close it or sell it cheap.”
“Matter of principle. I don’t want anybody saying
that we couldn’t hack it.” I turned my head to
him. “Cause I could hack it. I just didn’t want
to, not anymore. I love working with Jamie and Emi, they’re
like family, they make it fun. And there’s something
about working with a single human being. Something about taking
his screwed up finances and putting things right. It’s
fun………..or maybe satisfying.”
Mark was nuzzling my neck when the door burst open. Alex walked
in and took a long look at us and shrugged his shoulders in
an exaggerated way. “You know, they’re not gonna
let you guys do that in the home!” Then seeing Mark’s
expression he laughed and bolted for the door.
Mark is really fast for a big guy and if he hadn’t had
to deal with getting me off of his lap he would have had Alex
before he had a chance to get out of the room. As it was he
didn’t get him until they had rounded the house once
and Alex made a wrong turn.
Mark had thrown him over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes
and carried him back into the house occasionally lightly whacking
his butt while Alex twisted and turned trying to free himself.
Alex was whining. “Lemme go! You’re gonna hurt
me! Ya know, you’re not suppose to carry people like
this!”
Mark dumped him on the sofa and Joe padded slowly over to
him and laid his head in his lap.
Alex
I didn’t know how Tommy was gonna feel about the kiss.
I mean, sometimes somebody can do something and then when they’ve
thought about it they figure that maybe they shouldn’t
have done it. So when I went over to his house the next morning
I was kinda nervous. Cause like what if he said that he was
just goofin around and kidding and shit?
When I walked into the house his mom and dad were like tearing
around getting ready for work and stuff and they told me to
go back to Tommy’s bedroom and get him cause we needed
to go right away if we were gonna get to school on time. So
I shove my hands in my pockets and walk back to his room like
I’ve done probably a million times before but inside
my pockets my hands are sweating and of course I run into Monica
and she gives me like this weird evil eye thing. What’s
that all about? God, I shoulda never done that!
Tommy grabbed my arm and pulled me into his room as soon as
he saw me. He closed the door and leaned back against his desk
chair staring at me with those big brown eyes.
He said. “You’re not like all weird or anything
are you?”
“No, Tom, I’m good.”
“Cause I meant it.” I must have gotten a look
on my face. “I meant the kiss. I still mean it but I,
more than anything, didn’t want to make you like all
crazy. I mean you’re not gonna run around the school
telling everybody that I’m a queer are you?”
I wished that David hadn’t interrupted us, that we’d
had time to talk about all this. “Why would I……………..you
did notice that I kissed you back didn’t you?”
Tommy’s mother was screaming for us to hurry up and
he said. “We gotta go, Alex.” He walked over to
me and looked into my eyes for a couple of seconds and then
quickly kissed me, so fast that I really didn’t get a
chance to kiss back. “Let’s go.”
“Tommy what’s the matter with Monica? She was
looking at me all weird.”
“She expected you to wanna fuck her again and then when
you didn’t she got all freaky. The girls a slut.”
“You knew about that?”
“Alex, the whole world knows about that.”
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Tommy and I were walking to the pool for swim practice. Every
time my elbow brushed his arm I started to smile. I felt like
a fucking idiot.
“Tom?”
Tommy turned to look at me and kinda screwed up his face. “I
hate the name Tom!”
“Okay, Tommy”
“Hate that even more.” We were walking down the
wide corridor that led to the pool. He stopped for a minute
and looked into my eyes. “I want it to be different with
you, us, something special. I want you to call me something
that nobody else does.”
“How bout your initials, TJ? That’s kinda cool
and I never heard anyone else call you that.”
He smiled broadly showing those perfect white teeth. “I
think that I like it. Yeah that’s cool, let’s do
TJ.” So I started calling him TJ and within a month the
whole school was calling him TJ. So much for it’s being
special, after everyone else started calling him TJ I went
back to calling him Tommy.
I guess before I started thinking about Tommy being a possibility,
relationship wise, seeing him in a Speedo was just………….well,
normal. Not that he didn’t look hot because he totally
did, with his beautiful dark brown hair and his hard little
bubble butt. Just seeing him standing on the edge of the pool
with his weight centered on the balls of his feet preparing
to dive and that position causing him to flex his butt muscles
and pull the back of the Speedo up into his ass cheeks. Oh
my God do I wanna have sex with him!
The thing is that now that it’s like maybe gonna………no,
it’s absolutely gonna happen! I mean I don’t know
when but soon. But now when I look at him in that Speedo I’m
thinking things that I didn’t let myself think before.
Tommy and I walked back to the locker room from the pool together
but we never really got a chance to talk because we were always
surrounded by other guys and they were screaming and fucking
off like you’d expect. Then we were standing next to
each other cause that’s where our lockers are and Tommy
is going really slow and I’m sitting on the bench already
tying my shoes and he takes a quick look around and then leans
over and whispers, “Watch this.”
And then he turns away from me and slowly pulls his suit down
over that beautiful butt and then bends forward and slowly
pulls the suit free from his feet but he’s really giving
me this total view of his ass, even his butt hole and beyond
that his low hangers swinging back and forth and I’m
like passing out from all the blood in my body going to my
dick.
I just whisper, mostly to myself. “Oh fuck!”
Tommy pulls on his boxers and sits down on the bench. He doesn’t
really look at me but whispers. “That gross you out?”
I can’t seem to talk. It’s like my mouth is all
dry and I have to swallow a couple of times to get it working
again.
“No…………it didn’t. Can
we just go some place.”
At my house we’ve got a small shed, maybe ten feet by
twelve feet that Mark uses to store the riding mower, snow
blower and a bunch of garden tools. This is where Tommy and
I went. The big advantage to the shed is that you can’t
really see anybody going into it if you’re watching from
the house, unless maybe you’re in the kitchen and lean
way over the counter and look out the window. There’s
only one small window in the shed and it faces the house so
that you can see if somebody is coming.
Tommy and I slid in through the big doors, barely opening
them. There was a square shaft of light coming through the
small window and I pulled Tommy over to it so that we could
watch the house. David was the only one at home and I really
didn’t think that it was very likely that he’d
know where we were but I also didn’t want to take the
chance of being surprised.
The light brightly lit half of Tommy’s face while the
other half was in the dark, it made me think of those old black
and white photos and everything seemed to start moving slowly.
He looked at me and laughed and then dropped his gaze.
“This seems so crazy.” He put his arms on my shoulders;
his face was just an inch from mine. “You’re my
best friend. How didn’t we know this was suppose to happen?”
I felt like my head had been plugged into a 220volt outlet
and that my brain had been stunned like with a million volts. “Tommy,
if we don’t get to kiss soon I think that I’m gonna
go fuckin nuts.” I reached out to his chest with my right
hand and stopped just short of touching him. “It’s
all that I’ve been thinking about.” I looked into
his eyes, which had gone all still and deep.
I pulled him to me and kissed him lightly at first and then
much harder. My arms were around him, my left hand at his lower
back and my right holding the back of his head. His lips parted
and our tongues touched, pulled back slightly, and then seemed
to draw each other forward; first into his mouth and then into
mine our saliva and breath mixing.
Tommy broke the kiss and looked at me with a serious look
on his face. “I got a list, in my head, of the things
that I wanna do to you………..with you.”
That struck me as being hysterical and I laughed like hell. “What’s
first on the list?”
He ground his stiff cock against mine and then looked up at
me and kissed me quickly. “I wanna hold your dick.”
I held Tommy’s face for a second and then kissed him
again. “My dick is all yours. You can do whatever you
want.” Then something occurred to me. “Did I tell
you that I love you?”
Tommy gave me one of those; “Well of course, dumb fuck!” looks. “I
took it as a given.” He reached forward and started unzipping
my pants. “I’m not my fucking sister. I don’t
have sex with the whole fucking world, no matter what you may
have heard.”
His hand was soooooo fucking hot on my dick. “Oh God,
Tommy!” I fumbled for his zipper and after practically
tearing his pants he said.
“Here, let me.” And he unzipped his pants and
pulled his dick out or maybe it would be more accurate to say
that he freed it because it stood straight up looking somehow
like that was how it’s always suppose to look. I wrapped
my hand around it and he grunted. “Holy fuck that feels
good!”
Tommy had his list and I had mine. I quickly bend over and
took his cock into my mouth.
“Oh fuck, Alex!” His body seemed to lift up on
his toes. “Holy fuck, holy fuck, holy fuck, that feels
good!” Tommy almost doubled over with the pleasure of
it and his hand instinctively went to the back of my head.
I pulled off of Tommy’s cock, which by the way tasted
fantastic and pulled him over to some canvas that I had laid
out on the floor earlier. It didn’t make much of a bed
it was pretty fucking hard but we lay down and took each other
in our arms and began to slowly kiss while our cocks rubbed
together.
It’s soooo weird! It’s weird because of the way
that Tommy has always seemed, well mostly to other people but
also a little to me, and the way that he is when were together
like this. He’s such a hard charging guy. He plays every
sport and he’s really aggressive, at everything. But
right now he’s kissing the side of my neck and he’s
like this totally different guy. I guess that the guy that
is squeezing my nipple as sticks his tongue in my ear is the
guy that I’ve always dreamt of, that I always somehow
deep down knew was there.
We stop kissing for a moment and Tommy is searching my eyes
with his. “You okay?” He kisses me lightly again. “This
isn’t happening too fast is it? I mean it’s not
for me but………..well, you’ll tell me
if it’s too fast?”
My voice is a hoarse whisper as I run my hands up under his
shirt onto his warm back.
“
No, Babe, no it’s good.”
Well, ultimately we ended up beating each other off into a
disgusting old towel that we found laying out there in the
shed. Tommy shot like a volcano as soon as I ran my fingers
over his butt hole and I shot from seeing him shoot.
Mark
I walked into the bedroom, stripped off my boxers and got
into bed with David. “Alex is asleep, Joe is at the foot
of the bed, all the windows are closed and locked, the doors
are locked, the lights are off, nothing is cooking on the stove
and your boyfriend is ready to either hold you while you sleep
or fuck you just prior to that.” I kissed the tip of
his nose.
David looked deep into my eyes, smiled and then kissed me
back. “My hero!”
“So what’s it to be? Fuck now or sleep?”
David grabbed my right hand and turning, pulled my arm over
his body and held it to his chest as his butt was pressed back
against my cock. He mumbled into my arm. “How about wake
up sex?”
I kissed the back of his neck. “Anything you want sweetheart.” I
stretched out my left leg and pushed my right partially through
David’s legs. His heart was beating soothingly under
my right hand and my nose was buried in his hair. My world
was in order and I slept.
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