The flight home with Larry had this really weird magical quality
to it, it was almost like we were a couple on our honeymoon.
Not that we could do anything sexual because of the crew
but we sure kissed a lot and cuddled on the sofa. The lady
who acts as a stewardess was bringing us all kinds of stuff
at first but then I think she got it that we wanted to be
alone and aside from a fantastic dinner she let us be. I
think Larry had a boner from the time he got on the plane.
I rubbed it thru his pants with the back
of my head and grinned up at him. “What’s with
this? You taking Viagra?”
“I’m just so fucking glad to be going home with
you.” He sighed. “I liked Emma. I even like your
dads. But I like having you to myself even better.” He
sighed. “I just hope that our little lost boy is okay.”
“Ben, he should be good.” And I told him the little
that David had told me. “We just gotta be sure that he
doesn’t go back there and get himself hurt and to tell
ya the truth I think that there’s a real good chance
that he’ll do just that. He really loves his dad and
he wants his dad to love him and it’s like he won’t
take no for an answer.”
Marie’s SUV pulled up to the plane as soon as it stopped.
I was watching her through the windows of the plane. Her purse
was slung over her right shoulder and her right hand was jammed
down into it as she got out of her vehicle and she did a sweep
of the area. I noticed that they didn’t turn off the
engines or make any move to open the door until she signaled
the cockpit by making the “Okay” gesture with her
thumb and forefinger.
Larry and I stopped and thanked the crew
and then stepped out into a surprisingly warm Denver evening.
I love getting
off of a plane. There’s something so alien about them,
something so improbable.
There is something about Denver and the
mountains that make me feel good. Larry says that it’s the altitude and he’s
probably correct but I’m sure that it’s more than
that. It feels like coming home in a way that California never
I could tell that Marie wasn’t
going to relax until we got on the freeway so I just chilled
until we had negotiate
the worst of the traffic.
“My dad tells me you guys have
beefed up security.”
She grinned. “Yes, it really needed to be done, Alex.
We had recommended it to him back when you bought the place
and I’m glad to see it finally done.” She smiled
and shook her head. “Your dad had double crews out here
working from Thursday morning and the just finished this morning.
They built a stone fence so that any one coming up to the house
would be funneled thru a gate. It really looks quite nice and
kinda like it was always there. Now when someone comes in they’ll
have to punch a button and get clearance from the house but
you guys won’t need to do that we put transmitters in
your cars so the gates will always know that it’s you.”
Larry asked, “Has Ben been here?”
“He showed up Friday evening.” She smiled. “My
mom stuffed him full of Chinese food and then he watched TV
before going to bed. He’s an awfully nice young man.”
I asked, “Ahhh………..he didn’t
look like he’d been in a fight or anything did he?”
She shook her head. “Not that I could see.” She
hesitated then said. “Your dad told us about his problems
so we’ve paid particular attention and he looked okay.”
When we pulled into our driveway we both
said, “Cool!” at
the same time. The way everyone had described it I expected
the fence and gate to look kinda institutional but it didn’t
have that quality at all, it seemed almost organic, like it
was meant to be part of that rock face.
Larry and I unpacked and then took a touchy feely shower together.
After we dried off he slipped on a pair of white boxers and
handed me a pair of blue ones. I pulled his head to me and
I whispered into his warm neck. “It
feels good to be home.”
He took my hand and pulled me into the
family room where he flipped thru some CD’s and then dropped one in. Soft
dance music filled the room and we moved into each other’s
arms and swayed to the music.
Larry kissed the side of my face and
nuzzled my neck as we danced slowly with our heads pressed
together. Finally he pulled
his head back and looked at me. He said softly, “I love
you. I……I know I don’t say that enough but
I’m gonna say it more because it’s soooo true.”
I could feel the tears forming in my
eyes. “I love you
too, Babe. You’re like my whole life.”
He pulled me tightly to him and said, “There’s
something I been meaning to tell you………..or
maybe ask you would be the correct way to put it. Well two
I never thought that Larry had any trouble
saying what was on his mind. “What, Lar?”
He seemed to take a deep breath and then pulled me over to
the couch and got me to lie down on it lengthwise and then
he laid down next to me. We were on our sides and the entire
fronts of our bodies were touching. He ran the fingers of his
left hand thru my hair.
“I love, Ben, and I know that I’m kinda the one
who started this……………..but it’s
makin me nuts. Alex, I can’t stand to see you with him!
I can’t stand the thought of anyone else with you! After
this last weekend……………well I
realize that I just can’t deal with it any longer. We
should belong just to each other……….there
shouldn’t be anyone else!”
I actually felt a sense of relieve. I
kissed him and then whispered, “Good. We’ll tell him the next time
he’s here. I’m sure he’ll understand.”
Larry said, “You’re sure you don’t
mind? I know you were kinda getting into it.”
“Larry, I love you and I learned a couple of things
this weekend and one of them was just how much I love you and
need you.” I thought for a second about how to say this. “Look………..as
a physical sensation it was fine, not great but fine but it
didn’t do anything for me emotionally. I mean I love
Ben too but only as a friend and I’m sure as hell not
gonna screw up our relationship for that.”
He said, “Now I feel like I’m
making you give something up.”
I kissed him hard and sucked his tongue
into my mouth. After a moment I said, “Larry, he’s not anywhere near
as good as you are in terms of sheer understanding of how to
make love and I simply don’t love him, not romantically
anyway. What you want me to give up is something I’m
happy to give up. In fact I’m relieved. I think that
we both realized when we were in Washington that what we have
together is something special. What happened there made me
realize how important you are to me and I agree with you, I
don’t think we should take any chances on fucking it
up. As far as I’m concerned you and I are forever.”
He threw his left leg over my hip and
drew me even tighter to him. I could feel our trapped hardon’s
pressed against one another.
He sighed. “The other thing is
that I want you to top me tonight.”
I laughed. “No you don’t!”
“Alex, I do!”
“Larry, you sooo don’t!”
“Alex, you’re gonna do this!” He
I grinned at him. “Okay.”
He seemed surprised. “Okay?”
I nodded yes.
“Well I don’t want ya just
jammin it in there. I mean you gotta go slow.”
“Babe, I know how to fuck.”
“Yeah I know but…………..well………….just
I ran my fingertips lightly over his
face. “So when
we gonna do this? Let’s do it right now.”
He laughed nervously. “You’re
pretty anxious to get a shot at my ass.”
“Hey, yeah think? I been wanting
that for a long time.”
He said quietly, “What was the
“What other thing?”
“The other thing that you learned
I buried my face in his neck. “How much my dads love
me. I mean I knew that and I know that I was pissed at them
and they knew it too. Now I think that I overreacted and I
realize now how much these last few months I’ve missed
their touch. Ya know? Just to feel them hold me.”
He kissed the side of my neck. “I
thought that was my job.”
Inhaling Larry scent was making me hornier.
I kissed him under his chin and then said, “It is, first and foremost it’s
your job but……………….don’t
you miss your dad holding you? I don’t mean like every
minute but…………once in a while. I didn’t
really realize how badly I missed it until Mark was holding
me that night and then earlier today even David was really
demonstrative, he was almost in tears. And when we were at
the party and David was on my left with his hand on my arm
and Mark was on my right with his arm around me and you were
right in front of me.” I laughed. “I’ve never
felt so safe…..not just physically safe but emotionally
safe, if that makes any sense.”
He smiled. “Yeah………..I guess I know
what you mean. When I was a kid my dad held me all the time
and…………well then there was that time
when we weren’t getting along but since then he’s
started doing it again. Maybe I should initiate it more. Maybe
he feels like I’m not interested in it. I kinda didn’t
really let him think that I’d want that.”
I kissed his nose. “We need to
stop and see Bob, Becky and the twins. I really miss them.”
He grinned and shoved his hand down the
front of my boxer’s
and wrapped his fingers around my cock. “One night this
week. I’ll call em tomorrow and get us and invite for
He closed his teeth lightly on the end
of my chin and then licked the spot he had just bitten. “I think I’m
ready now.” We shut everything down in the family room
and walked hand in hand back to our bedroom with our hardons
pointing the way.
Larry was lying on his back with his legs spread and resting
on my thighs.
He lifted his head and looked to see
what I was doing. “You’re
gonna loosen me up, right?”
I laughed. “Nope, just gonna slam
this baby home.”
“Very funny, Alex. Don’t kid me when I’m
I put some lube on my finger and started
circling his asshole. I wasn’t going right for penetration
I was just trying to get the muscles to relax and get Larry
to do the same.
“How’s that feel?”
Did you push your finger in yet?”
circling the airport.”
I started crossing directly over his
asshole and exerting light pressure. He looked up at me with
a weird look on his
face and I smiled. My finger dipped a half inch or so into
his butt. He didn’t react and from personal experience
I knew that he might not even have been aware that it happened.
I added a bit more lube and then slid my middle finger in
about an inch and immediately withdrew it. Larry had a slight
smile on his face.
I smiled back at him. “You survived that?” He
I started to lightly rub his abdomen right above his pubic
hair with my left hand while my right hand worked on his butt.
I slid my finger in again and withdrew it. After a couple of
minutes I was able to leave my finger in and asked if he was
ready for another.
“Go for it.”
I added a second finger slowly while
I watched Larry’s
face for any sign of pain. I was also pretty sure that he’d
be trying not to let me see any pain so to some extent I was
I got to the point where I could twist the fingers and then
added a third and I saw the muscles in his neck tighten. While
I moved my fingers around in side of him I used my thumb to
massage his sphincter muscles on the outside.
Finally with my dick feeling like it
was gonna explode I put the head against his asshole and
held it there while I leaned
forward and kissed him. I whispered, “I love you.”
He grinned. “I love you too. Go
While we kissed again I slowly began pushing into Larry. He
broke the kiss and made a gasping sound and I stopped.
His eyes were clamped shut and his head
pressed back against the pillow. Finally he just said, “Ooooh.”
I reached forward and massaged his shoulders. “Want
me to pull out?”
He shook his head and then opened his
gimme a second.”
Without moving any other part of my body I began to rotate
my hips forward only a fraction of an inch. He swallowed and
looked up at me.
I rubbed my thumbs over his nipples and
he squeezed his eyes shut and grinned. I kept up the steady
thrusting of my cock
slowly increasing the depth of my thrusts while Larry’s
head started moving back and forth.
I got to the point where I could plunge my cock all the way
into him without him looking like he was gonna call the cops
and then I started aiming for his prostate.
It turned into a rhythm of one long stroke in and then two
shorter ones that were aimed directly at his prostate. When
I first pushed the head of my dick over it he made a gasping
whimpering sound while his fingers dug into the sheets.\
I reached forward took his cock in my lubed hand and began
gently stroking it. He got hard very fast and beat me to an
orgasm by seconds.
I got a towel and washcloth and cleaned us up as Larry always
does and then snuggled up to him.
“So you wanna make that your life’s
He grinned and kissed me. “It wasn’t as bad as
I though’d be.”
I smiled at him. “Is that what they mean when they say, “damned
by faint praise.”
“Hey, ya gotta gimme a few times
to get used to it.”
“So this is something you’d be willing to try…………say
twice a month?”
He grinned. “I thought I was the
one gonna be lawyer?”
I kissed him. “Even us economics
geeks have to know how to negotiate.”
The next day we were back in school and after my first two
classes I had a two hour period before my next one. I decided
to run out and get the jeans I had been needing like forever.
I found a shopping center with a big
Sears store in it and bought three pairs of Levi’s.
Then I walked out to the food court and had a couple of slices
of really lousy pizza
washed down with a supersized Pepsi.
I took the remains of my Pepsi and walked
back to the Sears store and sat on a bench outside of the
store but still inside
of the mall and started watching people. It seemed like everyone
was thinking that the warm weather we’d been having was
here to stay and a lot of people were in short sleaved shirts.
Suddenly a young couple came over to the bench. The guy probably
in his ealy twenties almost pushed the girl down onto the bench.
Her hands were balled up and pressed to her cheeks, her eyes
flooded with tears as she sat there cringing.
He was yelling at her although not loud enough to attract
the attention of passersby.
He was shaking his finger in her face. “I told you you
better stop fucking up! Didn’t I? You fucking bring this
on yourself? Did I tell you you could buy that shit? Did I?”
The bench that the three of us were sitting
on was only about five or six feet long so it wasn’t
like their conversation was a private thing. I was embarrassed
for her because she
clearly was deeply humiliated. I was stunned that this guy
would be doing this with someone else sitting right there.
Her eyes flickered to mine and held the most terrified look
I had ever seen on anyone.
He grabbed her chin roughly and turned
her face to his. “Don’t
fucking look at him! I want a fucking answer! Are you gonna
start to obey?”
I stood up and looked down at the girl
and said, “Lady,
I was just wondering if this asshole is your husband or your
Out of the corner of my eye I saw him pull back his right
arm and then drive his fist towards my head. I sidestepped
it and then grabbed the seat of his pants as he went by and
sorta jet assisted him through the momentum arc that his body
had begun when he decided to try and punch me. It ended at
the concrete wall three feet behind where I was standing. There
was a loud crack as his head made contact and pretty soon there
was blood everywhere as his body settled to the floor.
A man of about fifty-five or so who was dressed in old dress
pants and a dark cardigan sweater came running up to me and
grabbed my arm with surprising strength.
“Alex, you’ve got to come with me!” He was
pulling on my arm. I recognized the cavalry when I saw it.
I grabbed the girl by her hand and said, “You better
come too. If he survives he’ll probably blame you!”