The Good Doctor 5
Jase is dressed in his pajamas and is
sitting on my lap with one arm tight around my neck but his
eyes are glued to the
television. He’s soooo thin.
”Dad, is that really a dead body?”
I look up startled and then grab the
remote control and switch the channel. “Jase, you’re
not supposed to watch that junk and NO that was not REALLY
a dead body and why on
earth would you wanna see one anyway?”
Jase fake shivers and says. “It scares me, Dad.” He
turns in my arms and presses his forehead to mine and stares
into my eyes. “Do I have to go to bed?” His breath
is little boy sweet against my face.
“Dad, I wanna say goodnight to Doctor O’Connor,
he’s so cool, nobody else knows a doctor.”
I smile at him. “You like him?”
Jase nods vigorously and then yawns. “He’s
I swing my legs up onto the sofa. “Okay, here’s
the deal. You lay your head down on my chest and when Pete
gets here I’ll make sure you get a chance to say goodnight.”
“I don’t have to sleep?”
“Nope. Just lay your head down.”
I was first aware of whispering and then realized that Jase
was no longer lying on my chest but the whispering was coming
“We can wake him up.”
“It’s okay, Jase. He must
be tired, let him sleep a bit.”
“He lifted weights and then we
went swimming. You think that made him tired?”
“Maybe. Did you guys swim hard?”
“Dad swam laps! That means that
you swim from one end of the pool all the way to the other
end and then come back.
When he does that I have to count how many times he does it
cause he forgets. He swam a bunch of times.”
I lifted my head and saw the back of
Pete and Jason’s
heads. They were sitting on the floor leaning against the sofa.
I dropped my arm over Pete’s shoulder and draped it over
his chest, he immediately covered it with his own. That feels
Jase turned his head and pointed at me. “You
fell asleep, Dad.”
Pete dropped his head back against the
sofa and twisted it around to look at me. He spoke softly. “We don’t
have to do this tonight. I could take off and we could get
together tomorrow or the next day.”
I grinned at him. “Don’t even think it. Your staying
put.” I put my hand to my face and smelled my breath. “Oh
God! Dog breath!” I climbed off of the sofa and went
into the small bathroom off of the foyer and rinsed with mouthwash.
Walking back through the foyer I looked down at myself. I
should have changed. Old blue jeans a red tee shirt and no
shoes or socks. Great! Really looks like I went to a lot of
effort! I looked up at Pete.
“I forgot to change. We laid down for a second…………..I
“Eric, you look fine.” He’s
sitting on the floor with his arms around his knees, his
eyes a deep blue.
I want to push him gently backwards and straddle his waist.
“Yeah, Dad, you look okay.” Obviously
Jase is not overly impressed.
I hold out my hands to Jason and he grabs
them and pulls himself up. “Time for bed kiddo.”
He says, “Okay,” and then pulls away from me and
kisses Pete. “Goodnight, Doctor O’Connor. I gotta
go to bed now.” Jase turns to leave but then stops and
turns back to Pete. “But we can have breakfast tomorrow.
My dad and I fix breakfast and you can eat with us.”
Pete blushes and I stammer. “Come on Jason! It’s
time for bed.” Geez, you can’t take that kid anywhere.
I get him tucked in and walk back into
the family room and kneel down in front of Pete. He looks
up at me and his lips
part slightly. I slowly lean forward and kiss him. I feel his
warm hands sliding up under my tee shirt and he’s kissing
me back big time. If he hasn’t run by now he’s
isn’t going to. At least I don’t think so.
I held his hand and stood up pulling
Pete up with me. “Let’s
go to my bedroom.” He didn’t move but pulled me
to him and stared into my eyes.
sure?” Geez I need sex! Am I sure?
“Yes.” I want to run and look out the window to
see if there are television trucks out there for filming “The
Breeding of Eric Cortland”, a penetrating look, from
an essay by famed author Helen Cortland.
There’s lube and condoms in the nightstand drawer. I
didn’t want to leave them out cause I didn’t wanna
“What about Jason?”
“He thinks that you’re here for a sleep over.
From his point of view at his age it’s the most normal
thing in the world.”
“What if he sees me leaving your room in the morning
won’t it upset him?”
“Hell, he’s counting on it. You heard him, he
wants us to have breakfast together.” I reach out and
pull Pete to me by his belt. “I need to be with you.” He
rested his arms on my shoulders and stared into my eyes. “I’ve
been thinking about you……………..pretty
much nonstop since we met.” I reached out and laid my
hand on his chest. “And the thing is; my cock is just
really gonna break in half if it presses any harder against
my pant leg.”
Pete tilted his head forward and kissed
my forehead and then brushed his lips downward over my face
until they met mine.
He pulled away a fraction of an inch and spoke in a whisper. “Medically
speaking that probably wouldn’t be a good thing………..we
should probably do something about that.” He ran his
hands down my back and slipped them into the back of my jeans.
He pulled his head back and smiled at
me. “No underwear?”
“I thought that I might need a
“Hah! I’m the one who’s
already head over heels in love. But I gotta tell ya, this
I broke away slowly from Pete’s embrace and then took
his hand and pulled him with me. “Let’s go to my
room. I think that Eleanor has cameras covering this one.” I
stop for a moment and look back at him. “You’re
not hangin out there by yourself with the whole love thing…………not
anymore.” Am I sure? I think so.
I turned and locked my bedroom door.
Tonight would not be a good one for little surprises. Not
that I’d ever leave
Jase locked out in the hallway for more than a couple of seconds
but that’s a couple of seconds that can make a big difference.
I felt awkward. Pete looked like he felt the same. I was only
wearing two articles of clothing, a tee shirt and my jeans
and I figured that maybe the fastest way to break the ice would
be to get rid of that stuff. Pete was starting to move towards
me when I whipped the tee shirt off over my head and then dropped
the jeans and stepped out of them. My very relieved cock sprang
up and bounced in the air like the gate at a railroad crossing.
Pete stopped and looked at me, his eyes
traveling up and down my body. “Oh…….God.” His voice was
a hoarse whisper. “You’re beautiful.” What’s
he been drinking?
I spread my arms. “It’s just me.” I’m
beginning to feel kinda lonely and Pete moves forward quickly
like maybe he’s reading my mind and wraps me totally
in his arms. To do that I gotta lift my cock so that it’s
pointing up and pressed between us. He feels so warm and I
bury my nose in his neck, he smells fantastic. His left hand
has traveled down my back and is caressing my butt. That seems
to happen a lot.
I free myself enough to start unbuttoning
his shirt. Wow, my very own doctor to play with! “I’m figuring
that this would work better if I’m not the only one naked.”
He laughs quietly. “You’re probably right.” He
slips off his shoes and then struggles with his belt while
I push his shirt to one side and then bend over and take his
right nipple in mouth.
“Oh fuck!” This from a guy who seems to think “Holy
Cow!” is an expletive. I like it!
I stand back up while I’m unzipping his pants. Pete
and I are kissing and it’s like how you can’t eat
one potato chip and pretty soon the inside of his mouth is
like the most important thing in the world to me. He tastes
soooo good and he kisses in a way that makes me feel…………..well,
needed. His kisses are slow, languorous, it’s like he’s
savoring me, fingertips moving over my face, touching my eyelids,
caressing my ears and his whole hand molding to my neck.
I feel his cock poking me and I reach
down and wrap my hand around it. Holy crap! That’s goin in me? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh…………..maybe.
Pete shucks off his pants and underwear
while continuing to kiss me. It feels like we’re moving and I realize that
he’s slowly moving me backwards towards the bed.
“I seem to remember you asking
about prostate exams. Have you ever had one?”
“Ahhhh………….just one that I don’t
think counts. Are you gonna…………….”
We crawled backwards onto the bed and somehow he seemed to
end up kneeling between my legs.
He was beginning to slide his knees under
my legs pushing them gently apart and up but he stopped for
a moment and leaned
over and kissed me. “It pays,” he kissed me again, “to
be sure.” I could feel his cock bouncing around down
near my asshole and moving against my inner thigh.
Pete reached over to the nightstand and retrieved the lube
and a condom. Oh God! This is gonna happen!
Soon I could feel the cold lube being applied to my butt.
I know that my muscles are freezing up. This is something that
I want like crazy and am scared to death of.
Pete is so gentle, gentle and confident.
I can feel the confidence through his fingers, they move
surely but softly. He’s
slowly massaging my butt muscles, making large lubed circles.
I can’t even be sure when his finger entered me, one
minute it wasn’t in and then it was, no pain, just maybe
a little pressure and still the gentle massaging. Then, after
a bit there were two in, the pressure was a little more but
Pete was moving so slowly that it all just seemed to happen.
I could hear the condom package being
torn open. “Pete?
Was that what I think it was?”
“I think that you’re ready.” He rubs my
upper thighs. “Just calm down.” He bends over again
and kisses me and keeps his mouth next to mine. “I would
never hurt you and I understand how these muscles work, all
you need to do is lie there and think about how much you love
me.” Oh…………well that I can do.
It sounds kinda corny but there’s sex and then there’s
making love. I guess that even though I’d heard that,
like a million times, and thought, “Yeah right!.” I
never REALLY thought about it. Not that I hadn’t thought
about getting fucked because I thought about that a lot. I
had imagined what it would feel like with big cocks or little
cocks fat cock and thin cocks. I imagined everything from total
mind blowing pleasure to being impaled on something that was
tearing my guts out.
The one thing that I didn’t imagine, that I guess that
I had no point of reference for was being fucked by someone
who loved me, someone who cared more about what I was feeling
than what he was feeling. Yeah, there was still the usual, “fuck
me, yeah, yeah, harder, faster, oh god I’m cuming crap,
actually twice, but along with that and far more important
than that was Pete making love to me. His lips kissing my eyelids
and his face buried in my neck, his caressing me, gentling
me, while I adjusted to his cock, while I adjusted to everything.
I really am a little kid and he really is an adult.
After the second time we fucked and I
went and got another towel from my bathroom and cleaned us
up again. I tossed the
towel on the floor and climbed back into bed and laid kinda
half on Pete’s chest, my left leg over his right leg
and my head on his chest just under his chin. We didn’t
say anything for a half an hour, nothing, just wrapped his
arms around me. He just held me and even now that seems like
such a simple thing but it was profound, really deep. It was
like I let myself go in that thirty-minute period, all the
tension and fear and doubt, just seemed to drop away.
I realize now that I hadn’t been in love with Janet.
She was, for a long time, my best friend and we had great sex
together, well for a while anyway but I didn’t love her,
not like I think that I love Pete. I don’t know how this
guy snuck up on me, how he got past my radar but he did and
it has totally fucked with my mind.
I got up to pee around four in the morning
and I watched him in the dim light for a while as he slept.
His face is so strong,
strong jawed and determined and yet kind, his blond hair looking
brown spread carelessly across his forehead and the pillow.
There’s nothing sexier than a powerful guy who’s
being gentle because he loves you and as I slid back into bed
Pete wrapped his muscular right arm around me and pulled me
gently to him so that my back was pressed to his front, his
still half hard cock pressed against my butt.
When I walk into the kitchen in the morning Pete is standing
in front of the stove wearing only black knit boxers and making
scrambled eggs, Jase is wearing red briefs and is staring at
the toaster. Pete turns as I walk in and grins at me.
“Jase tells me that to do this properly we have to be
in our underwear.” His huge soft cock is pushed off to
one side. I want him to come back to bed and hold me forever.
I grin back. “Thems the rules!”
Feeling a tad guilty about a night of
unbridled lust, I kneel down next to Jase and put my arm
around his shoulders. “How’s
the toast coming, Buddy?”
“It’s taken forever, Dad!” He looks at me
with concerned look. “Is it okay if I call Doctor O’Connor,
Pete? He says that cause were friends that that’s what
I should call him.”
“It sure is, Jase.” He smiles.
When we finally sit down to eat I look across the table at
Pete. He always seems to be tanned. This morning his hair seems
darker and is hanging over his forehead. Where the fuck does
a doctor find the time needed to get their body to look like
“Pete, how do you find time to
“It’s not easy! I finally bought one of those
complete gym machines for the house. It works well there, gives
me a chance to burn off the anxiety about patients…………and
I raise an eyebrow. “Other stuff?”
Jase is pretending that his fork is an airplane and is zooming
the food into his mouth.
Pete ducks his head and then looks up
it’s not a problem anymore.” He smiles at me and
glances at Jase. “I’m really hoping that it won’t
ever be a problem again.” Then he gives me a lopsided
I look down at my plate and smile and
then look up at him. “I’m
thinking that you can pretty much count on that.” Oh
great! Now I know what a teenage girl feels like, in more ways
After Pete leaves for work Jase and I run around like nutcases
trying to get ready in time, me for work, and him for daycare.
Finally we’re putting on the finishing
I kneel down in front of Jase and straighten his shirt. I
touch the tip of his nose with my finger.
“Okay, so who’s your absolutely all time favorite
person? Wait, wait…………not including
the guy on Smallville.”
Jason points gleefully at me. “That’s
“Okay, so who’s MY absolutely all time favorite
person? Jase giggles and points at himself. “That’s
“Okay, okay, and what are you gonna tell em when I’m
old and they wanna put me in a home?”
Jase giggles at the impossible thought. “No!!! He’s
gonna live with meeee!”
“That’s my boy!”